Flim Out || Jeon Jungkook ff

Forever is a myth

"We weren't perfect, but we came close..Until I put all of our pain under the microscope.
And I still can't face it..I'm still in love, for what it's worth

Maybe hatin' you's the only way it doesn't hurt"

Y/n's eyes stared blankly at the wedding picture of them hanging on the wall ahead of her. How young they were back then...So in love with each other- But her vision kept getting interrupted by the shoulder of her husband, jungkook. Her eyes quivering with each thrust of him, making her grasp occasionally. His nails digged further on her bare waist while his warm breathe fanned her neck in this cold night. His face was so close to hers that his nose was nudging her cheeks. They were so close to eachother. So close...
Yet her eyes couldn't meet his. There was a time when they weren't able to take their eyes off each other. Not even for a second. But now it felt like a crime to do so. As if it was some sort off unspoken rule among them. An unspoken rule that they had been following for past years. An unspoken rule that none of them had dared to break ever. Jungkook's pace becoming sloppy with time as he reached closer to his climax. His other hand held her arm tightly against the mattress for support as his head dropped on to the crook of her neck. Her view was clear now unlike before. His back wasn't interrupting her anymore.She could now clearly see the wedding picture behind him. The 6 years old wedding picture. They looked nothing like that anymore. The sparkle of their eyes, the warmth of their smiles were all gone. When was the last time that they looked at each other with such loving eyes?! Y/n can't remember. And she's sure that jungkook doesn't remembers that either. With one last thrust, his body collapsed on top of hers as the climax hit them both. His heart beating faster against her chest as he panted heavily on her neck. His exhausted body engulfing her from the chillness of the weather for a brief moment before he choose to break it by supporting himself up from her with the help of his palms. The warmness of the brief moment was long gone as the distance between them increased. Planting a light kiss on her jaw he mumbled.

Jungkook : I'll take shower first

Y/n hummed to answer while he lifted himself up from her completely. Brushing his hair away from his forehead he left for the washroom. Y/n watched as the door of the washroom clicked lock behind him. Sighing she looked away. Her hands pulling the sheets up her body to cover herself from the cold as she glanced at the wall clock. It was 2.45 am now. Aimlessly she stared at the clock, following the hands of it. Watching every second passing by as if it was the most intriguing thing to do at such hour. But her attention got interrupted due to the sound of door unlocking. She glanced back at her side and saw jungkook coming out from the washroom. He was fully dressed on with his uniform. She supported herself with her forearms and pulled herself up. Leaning against the headboard she brought the sheet up to her chest to cover her naked body as she glanced back at him who was now standing Infront of the dresser, fixing the badges of his uniform. Taking the hair brush from the the dresser, he started to neatly brush his hair back while his eyes occasionally sneaked glances of her then and now through the mirror. She looked so petite. She was losing her weight rapidly these days.He wished he could do something about that... After he was done he picked his hat from the table. Walking back towards the bed he sat down on the edge of it.. The cap remained near y/n while he leaned down to tie his boots. Y/n's eyes followed his actions as she spoke the same words she does to him everytime.

Y/n : You'll come back before I start ovaluating right?

A heavy breath escaped jungkook's lips as he stood up with his cap under his arms. Walking back to the dresser he started to fix his cap on his head properly when y/n spoke again to gain his attention.

Y/n : Jungkook-
Jungkook : I've told you before y/n...I can't garenttie that every month-
Y/n : You have to. I don't know how. But you have to.

Y/n replied as if she hadn't heard his previous answer before. Sighing jungkook closed his eyes as he answered.