Flim Out || Jeon Jungkook ff

Would've, Could've, Should've

"You're not my homeland anymore
So what am I defending now?
You were my town
Now I'm in exile, seein' you out

Her legs gave up as she dropped on the floor. Her hands hugged her knees as the realisation started to hit in. "Through thick and thin, untill death do us apart." That's what they had vowed to each other right? Then why are they ending it now? Was it all a lie? "let's end it"..  Are they really ending it today? Or perhaps it wasn't today. Perhaps their relationship had ended long ago. Perhaps their relationship had ended right away after that night.

Flashback

Y/n stood on the hallway of their living room while supporting her 8 months old belly with her palm as she watched her husband jungkook tying the shoe laces of his booth.

Y/n : Do you really have to go tonight? Can't you stay back today jungkook?

Jungkook stood up after tying his shoe lace as he walked towards her. His hand caressing her cheek softly as he replied.

Jungkook : I've already took day off twice this week y/n. But it was a false alarm everytime.
Y/n : But jungkook- it feels different this time-
Jungkook : Y/n your due date is almost a month away. It's just a fake contradictions. You remember what the doctor had said right? The more you approach your due date the more frequent it will get..hmm?

Y/n looked down at her feets as she nodded her head in tiny. She remembers what the doctor had said but still she coudn't shake the fear away of her mind. What if she gets into labour when jungkook is not in the town? How will she handle everything on her own? Premature births do happen afterall right?Noticing her concerns jungkook inched closer to her and hugged her. His palm rested on the back of her nape while her head rested on his chest. Caressing her hair softly he spoke.

Jungkook : Don't worry. Your reports are perfect y/n. There's no way that the baby will be born prematurely.

Y/n closed her eyes as she felt her muscles tightening again with unfamiliar pain.

Jungkook : love?

Her hands clutched the sleeves of his uniform to suppress her uneasiness as she hummed.

Jungkook : Remember the exercise doctor told to do when false labour pain hits right?
Y/n : Hmm...
Jungkook : Do that ... you'll feel better. Okay?
Y/n : Ok-okay...But jungkook?
Jungkook : yes?
Y/n : What if it's re-real this time? Can't you j-just stay. Just this onc-once please. If it's a false alarm then I would never ask you to stay back with me ever again-
Jungkook : Y/n-  if I stay back tonight again then I might not get the chance to be with you when the time really comes..You know that..right ? ~Pause~ I don't want you to go through that alone. Neither I want to miss our baby's birth . But if I stay back tonight too then it will be third time in a row. I won't be allowed to be with you when the time really comes love. Trust me it's just a false alarm like before love. We still have a month to go...~ soft chuckle ~ I still have one month more with my chubby wife.

Y/n cracked a small smile at his attempt of making the atmosphere light.. She indeed had previously made him stay back with her twice in the last week. She can't possibly ask him to do that again. So she nodded her head even though it felt wrong to let him go tonight. Jungkook broke the hug while forcing a smile at her as he grabbed the handle of his suitcase.

Jungkook : Remember to follow the medications correctly. I'll call you later once my ship has sailed. Okay?

Y/n hummed to answer. She wasn't fully convinced yet and it was visible through her expression. Jungkook sighed and called for her name to gain her attention again.