Flim Out || Jeon Jungkook ff

Almost had It all

"You talked me under the table
Talking rings and talking cradles
I wish I could unrecall
How we almost had it all"

Jungkook: You don't have to pretend.

He said finally, his voice soft but firm.

Jungkook: I know you've been avoiding me, and I know why.

Y/n looked up at him, her eyes betraying a mix of feelings - exhaustion, resignation, and a hint of fear. She opened her mouth to protest, but the words died on her lips at Jungkook's intense unwavering gaze. He could see the conflict in her eyes and recognized the fear and vulnerability behind her facade.

Eventually Y/n's shoulders slumped, her defenses crumbling. Caught in her lie, she lets out a sigh that turns into a small cough. Jungkook's expression softened, seeing how vulnerable she looks. His voice is gentle as he continues,

Jungkook: You think I don't notice when you make excuses to not see me, or when you deliberately don't pick my call or end it shortly by faking that you are busy? You think I didn't notice that you have stopped showing up at jimin and eunha's house when you used visit them on regular basis before just to avoid crossing my path? ~pause~ I know you're scared y/n..I know you are....

Y/n's gaze droped, unable to meet his eyes any longer. She knew he was right. She had been avoiding him, trying desperately to avoid confronting her own feelings, to avoid hearing his feelings and the potential consequences of it.

The rain continued outside, the steady pitter-patter a backdrop to the vulnerability that hangs in the air. A heavy silence filled the room as she found herself slowly processing his words unconciously. Finally lifting her eyes to meet his she spoke, her voice soft and tinged with resignation.

Y/n : Why... why are you even still here? Why are you trying so hard to see me?

Jungkook's expression was gentle, but there was a firmness in his voice as he answered her question.

Jungkook: Because I care about you.

He said simply making her breathe get hitched in her throat.

Jungkook: Even if you don't want me to. Even if you try your best to avoid me, I'm still here.

He paused for a moment, letting his words sink in. And when she didn't responded he continued softly.

Jungkook: I want to be here for you, Y/n. No matter what. Even if all you ever do is push me away.

Jungkook watched her for a few more moments, his eyes subtly studying her face. He could see the conflict within her, the struggle she was having with her own feelings and her fear of letting go and fully embracing him. He then slowly leaned bit closer, his gaze never leaving hers as he spoke after taking breathe.

Jungkook: I'm not going anywhere, Y/n. I know you're scared, but so am I.

He admitted and continued.

Jungkook: I'm scared of losing you. I'm scared of never getting the chance to show you what we could be.

Y/n's eyes widened slightly at his confession. She hadn't expected him to be so open about his fears. Her throat tightening with his each words as she swallowed hard while Jungkook continued, his voice barely above a whisper now.

Jungkook : I'm scared of not being able to show you how much I care about you, how much I want you in my life.

He said ,the vulnerability in his tone completely evident.