RAISING THEM TOGETHER

CHAPTER 19

Home coming

Its been an exhausting 24 hours I've had check ups all through the night and his a little tip for people expecting a baby bring adult diapers because I know it sounds odd but when I tell you I'm so freaking loose I can barely hold pee for long enough to make it to the toilet, sneezing is out of the equation cause then your whole bladder will fall out and you also bleed after so um yeah.

I had a disaster this morning which was the most embarrassing thing ever but luckily Malik helped me out and I ended up putting a fucking diaper on and also underwear before getting ready to leave the hospital.

I stare in the mirror at my small bump that was still there and was like a ball of loose skin I grab my belly wrap wrapping around my bump securing it tightly. It's the best way to get your bump down and fast.

I put on a matching sweatpants set before taking my hair out the braid and brushing it out.

I walk out the bathroom to see my baby dad in basically the same out fit with our son on his chest and a red durag round his head. He has  put payton in his outfit letting him nibble on a plain round pacifier.

"you ready to go." i nod and he looks at me. "are you OK." i swallow the lump in my throat nodding again. "yeah I just don't feel very good but I'll be fine." he puts payton down in his carrier and wrapping me in a hug placing his hands firmly on my ass he smelt so good he always does that's why I love when hes close to me I nuzzle my cheek in to his chest.

"you smell so good." I mumble and he chuckles in response kissing my hair. "and here I am so pale like I'm a vampire my hair full of grease and my body so disgusting I'm literally wearing an adult diaper." he kisses his teeth running his hands through my hair. "you just had a baby my love... Not even 24 hours ago your not gonna look like sunshines and daisies and that's OK because you could be covered in mud and I still love you."

I smile "you better cause I still have to deal with you after training and thats worse than being rolled in mud." his head flies back as he laughs loudly. "and Baby... Your body is beautiful it's been through so much your disorder... And two pregnancy but yet your still as beautiful as the day I met you." I smile on his chest. I lift my head up to meet his eyes and he licks his bottom lip before embrassing me in a kiss gripping harder on my ass as he does so.

I moan slightly In his kiss before we slowly pull away and i tuck a strand of hair behind my ears getting off my tip toes he grunts in my ear. "goddamn I can't wait till I can fuck that tight pussy of yours again." he squeeze my ass hard and I gasp before giggling. "I just gave birth to you son and your talking about putting another one in me already." he chuckles lowly kissing down my face to my neck.

"any man would want to put a baby in you you fucking beautiful inside and out." his bites down on my neck. I rest my hand on his stubbly chins as he tongues my neck kicking it all the way up until his tongue is on my lips were I immediately let it enter my mouth and he kisses me hard desperate but passionate.

I push away a little our mouths still attached. "you do know that I wont be as tight as I use to be now that I've given birth naturally." i say my cheeks turning a shade of pink and I bite down on my lips worried of his response. His thumb rubs the bottom of my lip. "I don't care." he states simply. "your my woman, my wife, my love my world baby you could never be loose enough to make me fall out of love with you." i smile at him looking Into his hazels.

"besides you were to tight I thought if you clenched your walls you'd chop my dick off." i tilt my head back laughing and he chuckles. "come let's go home I want my baby Blake."

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Once we got home I did nothing but sleep malik was such an angel and was able to looks after payton and collect Blake from moniques whilst he let me sleep he told his mom that she could visit payton tomorrow cause we were to exhausted to even deal with guests. Blake woke me up with her adorable self before joining me in bed for a nap and she feel asleep in malik side of the bed whilst malik looked after payton downstairs. I basically slept All day not including waking up to pump and feed payton.

The fact that I officially have to baby's before 20 is crazy but I would change anything I've done and I'm happy with my life with my kids and with my boyfriend and that's all that matters to me.