love me again / Taekook

my you

"In the blink of an eye the dark faded out,  blooming under the sunlight, memories with me and you."

Taehyung

"Tae, what are you thinking? you can tell me"

Jungkook asked me and i look at him intently before i could muster my answer

" Jungkook i am grateful that you are willing to do this for our daughter and i am indebted to you and forever grateful, but do you know the intensity of what we are going to do?"

" yes tae, of course i know."

" this is the last thing that i want to do with you and lisa and i am so confused. i always want you to be happy and now that you are i am the one who might bring a problem."

i feel tears roll in my eyes. I want  Jungkook to be happy and have his life with his wife but it is my daughter's life in line and i promise that i will do everything for her. I cant help but cry more i put my hands to cover my eyes and just sob. I feel Jungkook touching my hands and after some time he hug me and all my inhibition's gone, the feeling of being in Jungkook's arms is really nice, the euphoric feeling is something i had been longing to feel for 6 years

he rub my back, but before i could totally forgotten our situation and realize what i am thinking  i slowly pull out from his hug.

" if we will do this we we have to focus on the fact that this is for Yerin and nothing else. I also i wan't to talk to lisa and tell her myself..

I can feel hesitation and objection in Jungkook's eyes but i stand firm

"i want to be transparent to Lisa to not cause any problem with the two of you, i can't do this without talking to lisa first Jungkook."

" okay, let's tell her then"

that is all i heard Jungkook said and my heart aches again. the fact that i have to ask permission to someone to have sex with Jungkook, i feel pathetic and degraded but i will do anything to save my daughter. and with that we bid goodbye to each other

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Jungkook

"what the hell jungkook? why do i have to meet him again? i  am busy and i do not have time for this stupid meet up."

" liza, for crying out loud have some remorse okay? this is for my daughter, if you don't want to do this then let's file for divorce."

I said angrily at liza, i do hate her at this moment, she is really selfish and self centered.

" have i told you enough Jungkook? never! do you know what will gonna happen if we divorce ha? my father will pull out his investment to your company and your Dad will not able to forgive you, and me? my father will disown me. so shut your balls about the fucking divorce because it will not happen, after all this marriage is a win-win for both of us!"

Liza shouted back

" then fucking cooperate, dress up we will meet Taehyung in 2 hours."

I told her firmly before i turn away and went to my room.

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I saw taehyung already seated when we enter the restaurant. I can see that he is tense

" Hi tae, sorry we are late."

I said and he jump a little in his seat surprise. then he compose himself and stand up. Taehyung's sense of fashion is something that always amazes me, he is now wearing a loose beige pants with a pair of top and covered by his white blazer with a rolled up sleeve. his wavy hair is tied in a clean pony tail. Liza might be a model but Taehyung has an elegance in him that no one can beat in my opinion.