love me again / Taekook

make it right

"This eternal night with no end in sight, its you who gifted me the morning"

Taehyung

I woke up early this morning feeling nauseas again. I have decided to go to obstetrician here in Seoul recommended by Jimin before going back to Daegu, I have been planning to see a doctor but i got caught up with work. I don't know if the headache is because of the symptoms or because of my non stop crying the whole night. i force myself to get out of the bed, shower and prepare to go to the hospital

" Mr. Kim, i am happy to tell you that indeed you are pregnant, you are 6 weeks pregnant and it seems like you are already feeling all morning sickness, i advise you have to rest and not to stress yourself okay?

I smile brightly, i am the happiest, i feel so relief knowing that Yerin will be okay, I thank God for the blessing but there is a small part of me that is sad, i will have another child with Jungkook but it doesn't change the fact that we are still not together. i shook my head, i don't want to think about him, i am blessed with this amazing news and that what is important right now.

after thanking the doctor and get the prescription i went out of the room. I was walking on my way out when i notice a girl with her head down and she is going to hit the wall in front of her, with my instinct i run to her and stop her in her wrist from walking and i am so relieved that she stopped, she raise her head and look at me and to my surprise it is Lisa.

" Hey Lisa, are you okay? you almost bump into the wall."

before i could even ask for more she hug me and cry on my shoulder, i am shocked. this lisa is like a totally different person, the person in front of me right now is a broken lisa. i hugged her back and rub her back gently to calm her

" It's okay Lisa, cry it out, i am here."

with that she cried even harder. some of the people are strangely looking at us but i just ignore them. did Jungkook leave her? i feel a sudden guilt in me, is it because of me? after like 5 minutes i can hear her sobbing a little and slowly the cry stops.

" Lisa, do you want to talk about it?

He shook her head but not letting go of me, i lead her to the chair so we can both seat down.

" okay, then i will just send you home okay? it seems like you need rest."

" i don't want to go home. I don't know where to go, i just want to leave from here,"

i wonder what happened but right now i feel bad for her and all i want to do is to help her, after all it might be my fault why she is in this situation.

" I am going back home in Daegu, do you want to come and stay with me for a day or until you will be okay, so you can clear your head? it seems like you need it."

she look at me, sadness in her eyes

" are you going to do that taehyung? i have been nothing but bad to you since the start. i am sorry."

" Lisa, no. i understand you are just protecting your husband. and of course it is okay with me, i want to help you."

she hug me again, she is really vulnerable right now

" okay, let's go?"

she nod her head and i hold her to give her stability and lead her to my car

~

Jungkook

I woke up with the continuous ring of my phone. i grab it and i saw my father calling

" Hello Jungkook i just want to remind you about your flight in 4 hours."

" flight? what flight Dad?"

" are you serious? i talked to you last night and told you about the conference in London and you will be flying there today, your flight is today at 2pm."

I am flabbergasted, i don't remember anything but my heart sunk with the realization that i have to leave before i can even talk to taehyung, I am planning to go to taehyung and talk to him today and explain everything about me and Lisa.

" okay Dad, thank you for reminding me."

i just said to my father, i am not in the mood for conversation right. i heavily raise myself from the bed and went to the bathroom. my head and body is heavy but not as heavy as my heart.

I don't know what will happen in one week after i got back, there is a lot of things that can happen but at this point i will just do the best that i can. after packing my clothes and dress up i went to airport with a literal broken heart.