love me again / Taekook

life goes on

"i lie here fallen to the ground, times goes by on its own without a single apology"

third person's POV

" i love you Jungkook, I will always love you, just you."

Jungkook woke up in a speed of light. he has the dream again. after 6 years he still has the same dream over and over, it was Taehyung, the last time they had seen each other, it just keep on repeating and Jungkook as much as he likes seeing the boy in his dream is having a hard time forgetting him. and it ruins his focus.

" the fuck Jungkook, it was a long time ago, he has moved on and  forgotten you already."

Jungkook told himself... he was about to go back to bed when he heard some rustling noise outside his room, he immediately stood up to check what it was and he saw Lisa, his wife, she is wearing too revealing clothes and seems toxicated with alcohol.

" seriously Lisa? it's 3am. "

"why the the hell do you care Jungkook? i am leaving and going in this house anytime i want."

Lisa said angrily and look at him darkly

" well you are right i don't care with what you do but people has eyes lisa, it is not good in both our reputation if you keep on acting like a slut."

"Fuck you Jungkook!"

Lisa snarl at him, she turn away and went to her room.

His relationship with lisa has been always like this since they got married. their parents planned everything, they arranged their marriage. In the beginning they both tried to make it work for the sake of both their families but after they both found out that they are both in love with someone else, they just pretend in front of their families and other people but they never attempted to make it work anymore. In the beginning Jungkook is tolerable with Liza's attitude and antics but after 6 years he just doesn't have the patience anymore.

Jungkook just went back to his room and went back to bed. Jungkook and Lisa sleep in two separate room, basically they are just housemates nothing else.

~

Jungkook

" Sir, some guy in the lobby were asking for you, he doesn't have an appointment but he said it is important."

my secretary informed me and ask if i will see the guy

" who? did you get the name?"

" yes sir, he said his name is Kim Taehyung,"

I froze for a minute before the information kicks in. i can feel a sudden tug in my heart

" let him in."

I can't believe my ears after 6 long years Tae is here to see me? i don't know but i got nervous. I don't know what to say after all i left him 6 years ago, i just left. vanish,  without a word and without explanation. the memory of the past hit me and it hurts my head

" Sir, Mr. Kim, is here. should i let him in?"

My secretary said standing in front of me, i seat down properly and swallow hard to prepare myself.

" yes. let him in."

the door close and open again and i turn my head to look and my breath almost stop, there is Kim Taehyung, the only person that captures my heart with his Ethereal beauty, he became more beautiful after 6 years if that is even possible.

" Tae?"

the only word i utter. He look at me with a small smile in his lips

" Jungkook. How are you?

He said casually

"I am good. how are you Tae?"

" okay. ahhhm, Jungkook I'm sorry for coming here unannounce. i just really need to talk to you, i hope you don't mind."

He said, concern in his eyes

" it is okay Tae, no problem. It was actually a surprise but i am happy to see you again."

" ahm, Jungkook i came here because i have something important to tell you, if it is possible that you also invite your wife over?

I was surprise with what he said, why does he need lisa to be here? i don't see any reason why lisa is needed

" why Tae? you can talk to me i don't think Lisa won't mind anyway."

" Jungkook, what i am going to tell you might change your life, and i feel like your wife should know out of respect."

As much as i don't want Lisa to have any involvement with Tae, what he said made me really confuse and intrigue. i look at him and he looks really serious, i have notice that there is sadness in his eyes, the person that is in front of me is not the same happy and bubbly 18 year old  boy the i once knew.

" okay Tae, but Lisa is not available until tonight, i think she has a photoshoot." would you like to meet later for dinner?

I asked him and he nodded.

"Thank you for seeing me Jungkook. I will see you tonight. I am leaving now."

he said again very casually. of course i didn't expect him to be all smile and pleasant with me but the difference in Tae's personality bothers me and i can't help to remember the last time we have seen each other.

Flashback

"kookie, i don't want you to go! "

Tae said hugging me like a koala. my summer vacation is over and i have to go back to Seoul, i had been spending my summer vacation here in Busan for 3 executive years, my cousin Yoongi live here with his family and I met Tae the 1st time i arrived here, he is the best friend of my cousin. and we became inseparable after that especially whenever it is summer vacation.

" I know Baby, i don't want to go either but school will start already and i have to prepare a lot since i will be going to college already,"

Yes Taehyung is my baby, We became a couple after my second visit and now since i will be going to college i have to leave earlier so Taehyung is begging me not to go.

" hmmpf, then go. "

He said with a pout. I know he is not mad but just really sad, it will take 7 months  again before i will see him again. I also feel bad leaving him earlier than usual but i don't have a choice my father will be in my back again if i will not go back in time.

" Baby, come here please. I don't want to go with you acting like this, how can i concentrate in college if my baby is mad at me?'"

I ask him, i turn him around and hug him. i kiss him in the lips and he didn't response but i bite his lower lip and he open his mouth, i kiss him deeply showing him my emotion and my love for him. I put my hands under his shirt and touch his soft body and caress every area Taehyung like it and i can feel it from how he is responding from my touch.

" Jungkook! we have to go now, the driver is already waiting."

we heard Yoongi calling, we stop kissing and look at each other and now i can see tears from his eyes. He hug me so tight

" i love you jungkook, i will always love you, just you,"

He said and i can feel the sincerity in him. i love him so much too, he became my home ever since i met him, even thought we are apart most of the time made sure to call each other and tell each other what is happening with our lives.

" i love you too baby, very much, i will always come back to you because you are my life," you are my universe Taehyung,"

we kissed again before we let go of each other and we never had an idea that it will be the last time that we will see each other again.

end of flashback

Author's note:

hi loves, 

how do you like the first part so far?

this book is already completed i am just doing the final revision of each part before publishing it. 

Enjoy reading!