love me again / Taekook

hold me tight

" i can't breath without you, i am nothing without you."

Taehyung

I woke up with something heavy on top of me, i slowly open my eyes and i see a hands snaking around my waist  and i gasp when it hits me and the memory of last night came back to me, i had sex with Jungkook. I don't know what i am feeling right now, i remember every details of what happened last night and how my body reacted to Jungkook but I am also aware of the reality,  we only did it for our daughter and there is a part of my heart that stings. I slowly remove his hands in my stomach so i can get up but i feel a sudden pain in my back and bottom part of my body, my face heated because of the obvious reason.

I slowly went to the bathroom and clean up myself , I wear the same dress that i wore last night. after i am done cleaning myself I went back to bed and look at Jungkook peacefully sleeping. he is really handsome. i kiss him in the forehead very light and look at him one last time before i walk out of the room. I had to go because i don't know how to look at Jungkook after what happened, i feel so guilty. and in my mind i am praying that i will get pregnant because i don't know if i can ever do it again

" Good morning Tae bear."

I almost jump on my feet when a smiling Jimin appear in front of me.

" Chim, are you planning to give me a heart attack?."

" oh not today Tae. too much heart pounding is bad for the heart you know?"

Jimin said and i wonder what he meant but well i will just ignore him.

" Chim, let's go. we really need to go back to Daegu. I will wait for you in the car, you can say goodbye to Yoongi for me."

after saying that i walk out straight out of the room and head to my car.

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Jungkook

It has been 1 month after  the night that i slept with Tae, after that night he seems to be avoiding me, i went to visit his house cople of times to  spend time with Yerin  also get the chance to see Taehyung but he is always out of  town for work according to either Yerin or Jimin. I do miss him like crazy, after what happened to us the feelings that i have for him just become stronger. I was startled with the ring on my phone. i check who is calling me before i answer 

" Hello Eomma, what a pleasant surprise. how are you?

" Jungkook, son, i miss you. you haven't visiting us lately.  how are you and lisa doing? oh, by the  i am going to attend a fashion show of my favorite designer this Saturday. can you please accompany me son?"

" but mom you know i am working plus what is your retired husband doing?"

I said, wondering why my father is not going to come with her. the two is still inseparable.

" oh, your old man has a camping schedule with friends, i really want to be with this fashion show, it's hard to get an invites from them Jungkook, please Son.

" all right mom, sure i'm going with you.

as much as i want to say no my mom is not the type who ask favor all the time and i want to make sure to always grant her request whenever she ask, after we talk for some time merely about my marriage and work related stuff we bid our goodbye

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Taehyung