Sincerely Sutter

Chapter 12

"I...uh," I said staring at Sid. Sid just sat there with his eyebrow raised question swimming in his eyes.

"It's not what it looks like," Brandon blurted out nervously.

"Really because it looks like you were kissing Becca," Sid said.

"Sid let me explain," Brandon stated looking at Sid.

"Okay," Sid said sighing his arms still crossed over his chest.

I watched as Brandon walked with Sid to his room. I was nervous to say the least. Have you ever been so nervous it makes you physically sick? So nervous all you want to do is throw up and cry? That's currently how I felt. As I sat on my bed freaking out knowing that I could soon be fired if Sid decided to tell Dan that I had a relationship with Brandon. I couldn't wrap my mind around the thought of being fired or not having Brandon in my life. I knew if the situation arose I would chose Brandon over my job, but I desperately wanted both.

Thirty minutes later I heard a knock on my door. The butterflies in my stomach went crazy as I slowly made my way to the door my hands shaking from how nervous I was.

I opened the door and saw Brandon there smiling.

"W-what did he say?" I asked nervously letting Brandon in my room.

"He said he will keep it to himself," Brandon stated smiling.

"Oh my god," I sighed a huge sigh of relief and then throwing myself into Brandon's arms.

"Yes so the only people that know are Sid and Tanner," Brandon says smiling down at me.

"Wait Tanner knows?" I questioned pulling away slightly to look at Brandon.

"Yeah, of course he does he's my best friend," Brandon said in a duh tone.

"When did you tell him?" I asked Brandon.

"As soon as we started dating. We tell each other everything," Brandon said.

"Okay as long as it stays between them," I said shrugging and leaning up and kissing Brandon.

Brandon and I laid on the bed watching some mystery movie. I wasn't really watching the movie. I was thinking about Brandon. I couldn't believe everything that had happened since I accepted this job in pittsburgh. I never could've imagined I would have someone like Brandon in my life.

"What are you thinking about?" Brandon asked as the snow fluttered down to the ground outside.

"You," I stated simply looking at the window as I watched the snow elegantly fall from the sky. The snow twinkled down like tiny little stars.

Brandon kissed the top of my head and I looked up smiling up at him. I couldn't get more lucky then to have found a guy like Brandon.

"Your going to team dinner right?" Brandon asked getting up since he had to go get ready.

"Ummm I'm kind of required to," I said chuckling and smacking Brandon on the ass as he bent down to tie his shoe.

"Hey!" Brandon exclaimed shocked.

"Sorry babe," I said chuckling and winking at him.

"Is my ass better than Sids?" Brandon asked as he stood at the door about to leave.

"Of course babe," I said kissing Brandon.

"Knew it!" Brandon said smiling brightly. I just chuckled as he ran out of the room like a little kid.

I then proceeded to get ready for team dinner. I slipped on a pair of black dress pants and a purple flowy shirt. I took my hair out of a ponytail and straitened it.

I walked down to the lobby where most of the team sat waiting for us to go to team dinner.

"Everyone ready?" Dan shouted.

We all piled onto the bus and headed to a restaurant in downtown Calgary. I sat beside Geno my stomach quietly rumbling even though to me it sounded like a whale trying to find it's mate.

"Alright guys everybody stay orderly please," Dan begged before the guys started to get off the bus trampling one another. I was just ready for food!