ChaosWorld

ChaosWorld Finale IV - KalzYuha's POV

Speaking through mind, I imaged a world of utter chaos. I wanted to create a world that would have wars, deaths, nations, sentences, and a lot more. So, I got to work. I imagined many friends of mine as characters and got straight to work. Starting at the beginning, I stayed with simple chaos, waiting patiently to reach my main goal, the prison arch. I caused everything from Criticals v. Li' Arches I and II, Summer Light, CS, RV, PF, FT and much, much more. I was like a god, and all these people were my puppets. I had an overwhelming amount of power. Power that none of them could ever imagine, but so much that they could only ever dream of having. Some of it however did reflect towards me. I guess you could say even as a god, using too much power has consequences. But it was not affecting me much yet. I continued onward. I even gave others, like Kilo and Eclipse advantages over others by allowing them to know the entirety of a season they may have missed, just to keep things interesting. Characters like Kat, Vee, Kara, Kilo, and a few more were specifically influenced to do what they did in their prime moments. Same goes for Kacy and I guess Kolp as well. The story was enhancing with many characters having prime moments. For myself? That is different. Since the prison arch was my main goal, its period was my prime time, alongside CW2 with the 2 v. 38. However, the full impact of CW3 with Karakane was the main turning point for even me. Then, I planned out season 2 for at least a second chance, but also so I could add in a few ideas that I could not do in season 1. The main one being adding dialogue to the season onward. This added a lot more emotion, though I was heavily distracted by the Kilo-Kolp rivalry. Exile was another planned arch, but I was already past my prime then. My power was weakening, or it at least was not as high as before. And with me starting season 3, despite not initially planning to do one was rough, though I did regain some of back, only to steadily lose it at time went on. I was slowly losing power. Was my rank as a god lowering down to just another character? No that cannot be right! It was my creation, no way should it be that I somehow was becoming alike with my own ideas. Was I entering my own mind? I made the foolish decision of giving the characters that the original people inspired their OCs to have, including my own, Katredron. I had fallen. From a god to a high ranked human, I had become a character. I gave up. The characters made the impossible move of going "beyond their world" and entered the real world, where they had met me. This was a wake-up call that this was the very end of ChaosWorld and by now has no real reason of continuing... possibly. I spoke to them all before letting them go. My last thoughts you may ask. Am I going crazy? Would I even know? Am I right back where I started 18 months ago? Wanna guess the ending if it ever does? I swear to God that all I have ever wanted was to surpass WAR in word count. Somehow this turned into a 50K worded book which I had no intention of making so long. Short, but somehow ten times longer than planned. Could there be yet another season, or is it the end? CWs3 was short lasting, so it could be possible. Would I write this forever? I have no other ideas so maybe this could me never-ending. Or could it be that I am losing my mind and just writing just to write? Am I asking too much? I am not upset about the fact of continuing because my motivation for ChaosWorld is never ending and I would stay interested in who knows how long. This finale is so long, and I need to end it before it reaches an absolute limit. So, for now, stay in put. More updates may occur.