You'll be mine

Piece of Art

TW: mentions of SH!

Fyodor POV

I had just finished eating my dinner and washing the dishes. I went over to my room and I pulled out my sketchbook and a few pens along with some colored pencils. I grabbed my photo album that was almost completely filled with pictures of my dearest and I picked out the perfect one to use as a drawing reference.

I began to sketch out the drawing, using proper anatomy and making sure to include all of my beloved Sigma-kun's features. I wanted to make sure this drawing was perfect as I wanted to send this one to my dearest.

I had to figure out what position I wanted my dearest in first though. Last time I drew him tied up to a pole, so maybe this time I should draw him on all fours with a leash attached to him? The possibilities were endless but I could only choose one for one.

I wished Sigma could just acknowledge my existence so that he could realize how good we could be together~!! I don't know how many more people I have to get rid off or how many more things I have to send him but I won't stop until my dearest finally falls in love with me.

I hope my dearest enjoyed the drawings I sent him last night, he probably felt so special and loved once he found out that someone loved him that much~!!

Too bad I didn't get to see his reaction when he saw the drawings... But I bet my beloved's heart bursted in pure joy when he saw them~!!

I continued my lewd drawing of Sigma, I mainly focused on the face and his crotch. I made his eyes look slutty and full of desire, I made him wearing a collar and on silly fours. I made sure to go all out on this drawings and I made sure to make him look hard and erect in my drawing.

I hoped he'd love the drawing the same way I loved him~!! I've been trying to find a way for him to get to meet me without him knowing that I was the one that has been sending him all those things. I fear that my dearest would file a restraining order against me and he wouldn't get the chance to see how great we'd be together!!

(Timeskip!!)

I had just finished my drawing of my Sigma-kun, now I just have to wait until my beloved falls asleep to be able to break into his house and give it to him~

Sigma POV

My whole body aches. I feel like I could pass out at any second now from loss of blood. I had just finished cutting in the bathroom after being 2 weeks clean. I fucking hate this feeling.

I was doing so good but I have a bad habit of cutting myself whenever something goes wrong...
I don't feel real. Nothing feels real anymore. Ever since I started getting sent all those weird things, I've been feeling uneasy all the time.

It freaks me out even more knowing that somehow, someone was able to slip into my room and leave all those things there for me. I feels watched everywhere, even in my own home.

I wanted a home so that I could feel safe. I feel anything but safe. All I want is to feel safe, not uneasy to the point where I can't even feel safe in my casino-chan.

I get in my bed and I hide under my covers, I honestly don't even know if I even want to live at this point. I could kill myself but I'm scared of the pain I'd feel if I did.

I hope that maybe one day I can have someone other than Nikolai that will hold me when I'm scared and uneasy, that will reassure me whenever I feel insecure, that makes me feel like I'm worth something...

Fyodor POV

I go through my photo album that's full of pictures of my beloved while I listen to music. He looks so perfect in these pictures, I want him so badly...

He bet he'd look gorgeous on my bed and sitting on my lap~... My mind goes wild with lewd fantasies of my dearest, I want him all to myself.

I can't let anyone else have him.

No one will take him away from me.

He's mine.

Only mine.

A/N

I'm sorry for not uploading lately, I've been trying to think of ideas and I'd already written a lot for this but wattpad decided it would be funny to delete all my shit so now I had to rewrite it but I wrote a lot less this time so I'm rlly sorry for that

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