Broken Bond

Page Seven : The Visit...

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I made the decision to stay put for now...I needed to plan ahead before moving officially...I'm still a bit butt sore about his friends breaking into my place...my guess is that they watched me leave to go to my appointment before doing what they did "...Kaminari still hates me I see..." I sighed before taking a sip of my chamomile tea.

I was able to purchase a more effective security system to have installed but It won't arrive for at least two weeks...and then I'll have to explain to Jess why I want It put up in the first place...she won't be happy about someone invading my space without my consent and on top of that being bold enough to enter my nest...It's extremely disrespectful to enter a nest without the omegas say so.

I understand why Kirishima felt like he should do It but I don't appreciate him actually doing It...I know he has feelings for me...he made It painfully obvious whenever I was with him and their group of friends...he acted oblivious because he claimed that he wanted to keep me out of the drama but always promised to speak to his friend when they were alone.

I'm pretty sure everyone caught onto the fact that the red headed Alpha was always a bit to close for comfort and was always a bit to touchy for my liking...I never really got to close to Kaminari because I saw how he glared at me whenever Kirishima was near me...that whole group was trouble from the start...I knew It and I understood...but I guess love makes everything else unclear when It clouds your hearts vision.

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Two weeks came and went with me anxiously preparing myself to ask my friend if she could install the extra security system I had purchased and had delivered...she came right over when I sent her a S.O.S text message...I giggled when I saw how disheveled she looked...I smiled innocently when she gave me her most deadliest glare "...You sent such a serious message but had the damn nerve to laugh at me?..." I smiled nervously before pointing towards the large box that sat on the coffee table in my living room.

She followed my line of sight before pointing at said box and turning back to me "...What is It and why?..." I carefully stood up and walked into the living room before opening the box...she pulled the bubble wrap out...her eyes went wide before she turned to me "...Care to explain?" I sighed heavily before shaking my head.

I could feel and smell her pheromones surround me...causing my throat to close in a way that wouldn't or shouldn't harm me "...Something h-happened...I don't want to go into details...I just need you to install It...please" I could feel myself trembling as she hovered over my small body...I closed my eyes and held in a whimper...I was shaking from how strong her dominant scent was.

A minute passed by before she sighed and took a step back "...Fine...go have a seat before you pass out Izu..." I closed my eyes and blinked away my unshead tears before waddling to the couch "...Whatever the reason is...I won't force you to tell me...but I would like for you to be open and honest with me...if we want this to work...between us I mean" I looked up at my friend before sighing again.

She's so damn determined to make me her omega...to take me as her mate when I've told her countless times that I would have to decline her offer...I don't want to hurt her because she's so dear to me but I can't give her my heart when he already has It...I have loved and been in love with that asshole of a Alpha for so long...Its impossible to let go of what I feel...I know I'm not there to express how I feel...but that doesn't mean that I have completely given up.

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The day after Jess installed my extra security system I was set to have another ultrasound done...I didn't tell Jess anything about this appointment...the atmosphere between us has been a bit off since our conversation the day before...she's always been sweet and understanding about my situation...but now It seems like things are changing.

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I sat in the waiting area lost in thought...my mind was on other things which caused me to be kind of oblivious to my surroundings...I could feel my stomach shift a bit under my hands that sat protectively over my rounding belly "...oh wow...isn't that the number one hero of Japan?...what's he doing here?" my head snapped up when I heard what the nurse said...my heart pounding desperately hard inside of my chest as I thought about what would happen if he saw me.

I sighed in relief when I noticed that they were watching the television screen that was mounted on the wall within the nurses station...I didn't say anything...I just watched as him and his fellow heros descended what look like a private jet "...Gosh he's just...what I would do to have a man like him" I lowered my head and gulped while thinking about what It was like to be with the Ash blonde Alpha.

He dominated me in more ways then one with such ease and compliance on my end...I never told him no unless I necessarily had to which was unusually rare...I used to think that we were completely compatible...but after I discovered what he did...I realized that maybe we weren't so perfect after all.

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After my appointment was done and over I carefully made my way through the waiting area...I felt so drowsy and tired...and hungry of course '...No wonder...It's lunch time already' I thought while glancing at my watch...as soon as I was outside and breathing the fresh air I felt just a little bit better and more awake.

I pulled my keys out of my pocket and began to make my way across the parking lot...I smiled while enjoying having chilled wind brush against my flushed freckled cheeks...my eyes fluttered shut as soon as I made It to my car without any mishaps...I lifted my nose up and inhaled slowly...my body went still when I caught a whiff of an all to familiar scent.

I slowly turned around and felt my entire body tremble as our eyes met...he stood close enough yet so far away...I couldn't speak nor could I move...It was like I was in a trance...his scent was as strong and as empowering as I remembered It being all those months ago...I lowered my head and smiled softly before looking back into those beautiful crimson gems "...Hello...Kacchan..." I spoke softly while preparing myself for what was to come next.

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