The 99 ways I loved you

Chapter 7

I've been writing like crazy,

But not just things I loved about Harry.

I've been obsessed with him, drawing him, writing about him ... Ect.

It gave me comfort..

I fell to my side on my bed and began to violently sob,

Zayn ran into my room, shooting the door open and ran to my side, his huge warm hands lifted my head onto his lap while he stroked my face gently.

"Shh babe" he whispered into my ear.

"The others will be home soon, and dinner will be here, It will all be okay"

"Zayn... It's okay" I said sitting up wiping my tears.

"Just go" I whispered turning my head to the wall.

Zayn slowly got up and walked out of the room.

I sat in my room collecting myself, I don't know what happened to me, i'm a reck...

"Hey Brit we have dinner" Eleanor bursts into my room.

"Oh I-I'm not hungry"

"You haven't eaten in weeks and plus we drove far to get everything, so you're eating" she winked at me and dragged me behind her.

"Britney's joining us" Eleanor said smiling and showing me my chair.

Dinner was served it was steaming hot spaghetti and meatballs.

Perrie decided she would be the one to fill up my plate for me.

"Okay dig in" she smiled handing me a plate full of spaghetti.

Everyone immediately began taking huge spoonfuls of spaghetti devouring it before my eyes.

I sat there staring at my spaghetti then began stuffing my mouth, I stuffed my mouth but didn't swallow.

"This is amazing" Louis said in between mouthfuls.

"It's amazing to all be eating together" Niall added.

"I agree" Liam said shooting me a smile.

Conversation continued but I paid no attention to what they said.

I couldn't sit still, it felt like I was sitting on pins or something... Then I shot up and ran to the bathroom.

Perrie was right behind me.

I slammed the washroom door and locked it. I felt like I was gonna faint and throw up at the same time,

I kneeled down and held my head, it was throbbing.

"Whats wrong" Perrie yelled from outside the bathroom.

"Ugh my head hurts" I said slowly opening the door.

"Here" she said leading me back into the kitchen, I felt everyone staring at me... She handed me a couple pills then rushed off to get me water.

"Okay drink this and swallow these, then you'll be tired and when you wakeup you'll feel better for the drive home" She handed me the pills then lead me to the couch.

Liam rushed off and came back with a blanket. I swallowed the pills and fell soundly asleep on the couch.