The 99 ways I loved you

Chapter 3

*3 days later

My stomach began to growl. I haven't ate since they force fed me in the hospital.

In three days I wrote 45 things I loved about Harry.

My goal was to get to 100 maybe just maybe then I can let go of my depression.

I still haven't been on twitter, facebook, email, or texted/called anyone.

My friends and family were going crazy trying to get a hold of me.

*Knock knock knock*

I sighed it's probably one of the boys.

I haven't seen them since I last saw Harry...

I ripped the blanket off the couch ignoring that someone was knocking on my door.

I jumped onto my couch forcing my blanket over my head.

I heard my door handle turn and footsteps filled my house.

I peeked out from the blanket and after a while I made my way up stairs.

The blanket was dragging like a cape behind me and I crawled into my room.

I knew who is in my house and I

had no pride to see them.

"Crap" I muttered as I heard footsteps climb my stairs

"Britney" Screamed a high pitched voice

It was Eleanor and ran up to me crying and held me.

Followed was a set of 6 other footsteps.

As I pulled away from Eleanor my eyes caught Zayn's.

His eyes looked weak and he ran to hug me joined by the rest of the boys and Perrie.

"Were taking you away from all this stress" Perrie said releasing me.

"Guys this is so sweet but- but I can't do it"

Eleanor raised her eyebrows

"Yes sweetie, were going to make you feel better"

"You have half an hour we will be back soon" Niall said hugging me.

Perrie and Eleanor stayed to help me pack.

"This" Eleanor said pulling out my two piece bikini

"Yes" Perrie said smiling

"Too cute!"

"Girls I really don't know..." I said

"Come sweetheart it will be fun" Perrie said zipping my suitcase up.

"Boys are here" Eleanor said glancing at the text on her phone.

"Ready to have some fun" Perrie said grabbing my suitcase and zipping to the car.

Eleanor smiled "Come on Hun" She said leading me to the car.

On our way there I managed to slip the notebook into my bag.

I sat in the very back beside Niall who was sleeping on my shoulder.

It was very early and everyone was sleeping except for Liam who was driving.

I quietly unzipped my bag and began to write

22: I love hearing you laugh

23: I love how you say I don't need makeup

24: I love the comforting sound of your voice

I kept writing when I got to 50 Niall began to stir so I put it back into my bag.

"Britney you're awake" Liam quietly whispered from the front.

"Yes" I whispered back.

I gazed out my window not being able to see outside, it looked like a tick blanket of fog that you couldn't see through.

"Were here" Liam said turning the car off,

I nudged Niall "Were here" I whispered into his right ear.

He groaned a little "Good because I'm starved."

We woke the others up and walked into our vacation house.

It was a huge log cabin there was a private dock and lake. Far away from people and the noises of the city.

The boys took the luggage in while the girls picked out the rooms.

"Britney!"

I look over to see Perrie peering into a room.

"This" she said gesturing to the room "This is for you!"

She ushered me into it.

"Look it's so cute"

I look into the small room it was plain, it had king bed...

A king bed is meant for two. Not one.

If Harry was here...

"Liam" Perrie yelled "Here's Britney's room"

Liam came in dragging my luggage.

"Perrie I think I found our room." Shouted Zayn.

And with that Perrie went dashing for Zayn, jumping into his arms and kissing him.

I sat on my bed and put my hands on my face and began to sob.

"Hey babe don't cry please"

Liam said dropping the luggage and began holding me.

He put his hands to my face whipping my tears away.

"Were all here for you, I'm here for you! It hurts me to see you cry."

As I opened my mouth to talk Niall burst into the room.

"Let's have a bbq tonight!" He said excitedly.

I looked up from Liam's arms and he saw my face streaming with tears.

"Babe, if you need anything ask, please."

Liam let go and I entered Niall's arms.

"I- I just want to be ... alone I think" I said looking down.

Niall released and kissed me on the top of the head.

"Come on Liam" He said dragging Liam's Hand.