*Home*
I reached for my door handle,
Slid the key in and turned to give a non Enthusiastic wave to the boys.
"Bye" they all waved in unison.
I turned the knob to enter a cold, dark house.
I pulled my boots off and threw my suite case onto the floor.
I carried my notebook in my hand.
It was always with me.
It was like Harry was here when He wasn't.
I slide into my pj's and fell asleep.
i'm going to solve my problems by the end of the week.
I don't want the ones I love being sad. I will once again be happy!
I got dressed and ran for my car.
I slide my hand down the seat belt and clutched it firmly and locked it in place, I turned the key and smoothly and drove down my drive way.
I went out to the market.
At the moment I am very underweight and very sleep deprived.
So I went to the Pharmacy.
"Hello, can I help you"?
A young perky blonde lady asked.
"Yeah, Hi, Where's the sleeping pills?" I asked.
"Tired are we?" she said laughing
I nodded.
I was so tired I just wanted some sleep.
"Here you go" she said handing me the pills, and skipped off to see who else she could help.
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I grabbed the pills from checkout
And dashed off to my car and quickly drove home.
When I got home,
I locked the door and sprinted off to my room.
I put the pills beside my bed right beside my Harry book.
*ring ring ring*
My phone was sitting on my bed side table were Eleanor left it.
I leaned in to see it was.
Louis calling.
I wanted to ignore but I knew if I didn't pick up he'd bring everyone over.
"Hello" I said Hesitantly
"Hey Britney me and Zayn
Thought we'd stop by for lunch
We'll be over in 10, okay thanks Love you"
He hung up before I could open my mouth.
Ugh I grunted throwing my phone.
I ran downstairs and made a plate of Grilled cheese.
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"Hey Britney" Louis said walking into my house. "Hey" Zayn said behind Louis.
I set the grilled cheese in front of Louis and Zayn at my table.
"Brit are you having any?"
Zayn asked.
"Oh me..I said pointing to myself.
"No.. I'm ugh not hungry"
"Guys, be back in a minute, I have to go to the washroom" I said I gesturing to my left.
I made my way Through the living room until I reached the bathroom and then reached for the cold handle and began to turn it when severe pain went to my head I fell to my knees and began to sob.
"Brit" Louis said Running from the kitchen table to my side.
Zayn pushed The kitchen chairs out of his way and ran to my side. "call 911"
Louis shouted and Zayn sprinted into the kitchen to grab the home phone.
"It's okay... It will be okay"
Was the last Thing I heard when the room began to spin and I blacked out all u remember was Louis whispering in my ear and then my head hitting the wooden floor.
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The 99 ways I loved you
FanficOne direction fanfic- Britney awakes without Harry beside her, as she makes her way downstairs a pale motionless body lays in her kitchen... Britney keeps a diary of the things she loves about Harry and is determined to keep herself alive to finish...