Is This Right?

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Josh's p.o.v.

Oh no. Oh no no no. Did I just kiss Tyler? THIS MAN IS MARRIED FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. Yet I don't find either of us pulling away. Am I supposed to be doing this? Was this the answer to Tyler's unhappiness? Me? I finally feel Tyler pull away from our fifth kiss. I guess it clicked in his head that this is wrong. We both open our eyes and I stare into his. Until now I didn't realize how brown they were. We sat in an awkward silence trying to watch Leon the Professional, when I feel Tyler's arm slowly wrap itself around my mid torso. I look at him trying to find confirmation on this whole situation. He grabbed my hand and nodded. I feel my body release all tension and relax in Tyler's arms not even paying attention to the fact that Mathilda is now an orphan and has a crush on a hit man. My eyes begin to flutter and I start to yawn. Next thing I know I wake up the next day in bed laying with Tyler nak-

*LOUDLY GASPS*

Wait what? That was a dream? That means.....I DIDN'T KISS TYLER! I don't know if I should be excited or disappointed. What's today's date anyways? I grab my phone of the night stand and check the date. Oh it's only five days after the wedding. I think I need a day to myself.

I hop in the shower and get ready. I throw on my Fall Out Boy tee shirt that Patrick gave me with my black skinny jeans and slip on classic Vans. I leave my phone behind and just drive. I have no idea where I'm going but where ever it is I'm going alone. I need to think out what that dream really was and what it meant.

I pull up to this cove and quickly open the door. I lock the car and sprint towards the water. As I'm running my vision begins to blur with tears. I wipe them away and just keep running. I find myself where the water begins and I dig my toes in the wet sand. I throw myself onto the ground sadly and just lay in the moist sand. I grab some in my fists and squeeze them tightly. The tears I had earlier are back and now stronger. I am now sobbing my eyes out because I know now. I am in love with Tyler Joseph.

After a hour of me laying in the sand crying, I get up and make my way to my car. I wipe away one more salty tear and drive away. I stop at Taco Bell because I haven't eaten all day and pick up some Doritos Locos Tacos with a Mountain Dew Baja Blast. I get home and walk into my room with my food. I plop onto my bed and turn on Orange Is The New Black. This is my guilty pleasure show so I don't get to watch it with Tyler. Oh even the sound of his name gets me. I finish up my lunch and binge watch my show. I get five episodes into the second season and I forgot that I had left my phone here for the day. I pick it up to check it and my lock screen is filled with notifications from Tyler. He even called a couple of times. Wait there is a voicemail. I click on the voice mail and listen.

*VOICEMAIL*

*says in a sad voice* Hey Josh....um I'm kinda assuming you are busy right now so I just wanted to let you know....um..... never mind I gotta go.

What does this mean. What does Tyler want to tell me? I need to find out.

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