Love is hard you never know who you fall in love with or if it's love people name a manipulate you into thinking it's okay I realized 16 and 11 is not okay and never was,my ex who was 16 when I was 11 made me carve my name in my own thigh it hurt like hell still does I miss him so much though he was so good to me at least I thought so sometimes they manipulate your mind like he did to me he would always say "I'm sorry" apparently sorrys fixed everything in his book expect it fixed nothing it did not give me my friends back it did not remove the knife scar it didn't give me my tears back whenever I tried to leave him he would threaten me "you don't want people to know about how you decided to do that would you?" "If you leave me I'll kms" "baby you know it would be such a shame for you to be all alone,you'll have no one" such a sick man he knew what he was doing he had done it all before yet he didn't ruin her mental health that much like he did to me he decided to figure stuff out about me like how I had trust issues and I was bipolar so that made me an easy target.
