THE LOVE FROM BENEATH

He never leaves for long

Tia woke and watched Rachel sleep and smiled. The way she smiled when she slept and mumbled to herself. She was perfect to me and nothing would take her away from me. Tia decided to go ahead and make Rachel breakfast while she was sleep. Tia decided to make something simple but something that would also impressed Rachel. So she starts to make some blue berry pancakes with bacon and sausage with oranges and some apple juice. She knew that Rachel could not have coffee because of the babies.

Tia cannot wait for the baby to be born. Rachel look like she was ready to pop any day now. why? Why does Tia love Rachel and not me? I mean sure I hit her a few times but it isn't like she didn't deserve it . I'm not a bad guy unless you make me a bad guy honestly. Oh you know what I just noticed you don't even know my name. Well apparently I'm just the abusive ex but my real name is Romeo. I love Tia more than that little slut rachel ever could.

Anyway back to what tia is doing. She still cooking? Never cook for me like that. Damn she still fine tho.

Romeo walks over to tia and wraps his arms around her waist. "Hi mami"he said in her ear as she shivers in fear.

"Romeo how did you get in here? Leave now please . You have no reason to be here. I have not done anything I haven't talked to anyone about what happened or talk about what you did to me please just go." Tia said slowly

"You didn't have to tell anyone what happened. But your little girlfriend Rachel came in and sawbefore our business was done. So unless you want me to go upstairs and take away what she loves most then I suggest we talk."

"You would not hurt her or her babies."

"Why wouldn't I I'm mean it's not like I'm you,you killed our kids. How far along are you again what three months? Just couldn't do it without me huh you just had to kill our kids right?"I said feeling my anger rise up.

" Romeo that's between you and I, like Rachel has nothing to do with that and you know that. So you leave her out of it."

I laughed at her walking closer. Tia moved away in fear. I smiled as she got away . Then I grabbed her by her hair and threw her on the table. She cried out but I held her down and covered her mouth. There was no way I was going to let Rachel save her this time.

"Tia what have you been doing since I've been gone. I didn't know you decided to turn lesbian. I would really have to beat you I saw that. Or if our kids saw that." I start to rub her body slowly. She squirms trying to get away and I laugh in delight .I heard the floorboard creak by the door and I bolted towards the front door.I'll have to finish this later and soon.... I watched as Rachel comes from nowhere to comfort tia.

why is she crying I didn't do anything. Do I need to give her a reason to cry? Just wait till next time.....

*********Tia's p.o.v********

As I saw Rachel get to me I just couldn't fight back the tears anymore. Would he really hurt her? I can see Rachel trying to get through to me but I was too deep in my thoughts. The things he could do to her she would take away all the beauty you would ever see in her.

He could simply kill her for no reason. I know what I did was wrong but honestly with you truly hurt her. Neither one of us were ready so yeah I do what was right. I will not be able to deal with the sound of him hitting our kids. Do you know that would have been like? Going to the store just to come home to your kid crying saying"daddy got mad at me so he punched me". The amount of anger that would course through my veins.

I did what was best I can do with his drunken rage and anger. Why would I put a child in this situation? Why would I put my child in that situation? So to stop the situation altogether I did what was necessary. I know I know that wasn't right but I had to think for the child instead of me. I would not be able to do with him hitting our kids. So I did the unspeakable each and every mother. I am NOT proud I am very ashamed of what I had to do. I guess I will have to wait and explain myself to God instead of you.

I realized I was still zoned out and Rachel still talking to me. I looked up at her and I kissed her holding her close being very protected from now on. I won't let him hurt her I won't give him the opportunity to get close to her. I kissed her head and then I kissed her stomach. As one of the babies moved I smiled.

"Are you hungry my love?"I said standing up pulling her up with me. She gave me her stern look that meant explain now. I sighed and went into it. Tears were shed shame was put on me . I couldn't hold my head up to her. She's pregnant hearing about how I terminated my pregnancy and my baby. She grabbed my hand but I moved away.

She cant want me anymore. Rachel kissed my head and lifted my face up. Like the angel she is she said softly.

"I understand baby I know how much it hurts for you to talk about this. I'm here though I wont let anyone hurt you anymore and you better believe that. I love u Tia I love everything about u. I love the person you are. I know the choices you made in the past scare you still but....they have made them you"

I looked into her eyes and kissed her. I couldn't say it back I knew it hurt her but I couldn't. Maybe next time