THE LOVE FROM BENEATH

STAYING HIGH SO I DON'T DIE

Tia rang the doorbell of the Sanctuary that racheal called a home. It opened almost  immediately for her. She walked herself in the curved livingroom in front of the gorgeous Gothic tv room and walked to the front of the room. To her surprise,  Racheal closed the door before she even got the chance to sit down . 

"hi sexy"racheal said walking to me gently and kissing my neck.

"Hello gorgeous"i said which made Racheal smile brightly.Who knew smiles from another woman would make my palms sweat? And how in the world did anyone  manage to get any work done when she was working so closely with them  day in and day out. Tia was sure she would just sit and stare at her all day. She was so beautiful, and... sexy and smart and perfect. why was she so perfect?

Racheal swayed gently to the tv and got the remote giving it to me as she whistles. The little puppy i got her came running in jumping onto the couch jumping on us both hard licking our faces. wagging that hard ass tail
  hitting me in the stomach over and over again. which made me laugh and made racheal laugh at me but it was ok i could deal with it.

Racheal asked gently moving the young happy puppy off me. 

"what brought you here today tia?"

Tia took a deep breath and confessed, “To be honest, I knew you wouldnt be out of town. I wanted to talk to you without cameras and we were alone. That sounds bad, but it really isn't, I swear. It's just that i get so angry at you when everyone is around and we cant be us. I told myself  it's silly to be mad at you for protecting our secret life, but they won't listen to us if we ever came out about this anyway.” Racheal just nodded and as i looked into those intense blue brown eyes, it felt like Tia's brain wanted to melt and run right out of her ears. “It's better to have a secret that to never have you ever again right"Tia scratched at her wrist were her scars from her razor blade

“Quite right.” Racheal nodded, “And speaking of secrets, I was planning to call you and have you come here for a follow-up; just a quick check-up to make sure everything has healed as it should and that you havent been trying to hurt yourself anymore when i havent been around , but I'm sorry to say I've been quite busy recently trying to teach a certain puppy to stay still. Do you have time for me to take a look now since you're already here?”Racheal smirked at me as i looked her up and down taking in all over her those hips and eyes the way she would breath gently letting her breast rise and fall gently. 

i stood and shook my head holding my head down. i cant let her see my scars not the new ones i was lucky that she didnt see then inside of the classroom before. . I just shook my head again and moved away some then i heard something move at first i thought i had bumped into something beside the couch or maybe the dog did but she wasnt here and there was nothing for me to bump into so what was that? i looked at racheal's face and she looked like she was forcing herself to not look around.

"what was that?"i asked her but deep down i was hoping that she would say nothing. 

Racheal sighed sadly and grabed my hand pulling me back to the couch. what was going on what was she not telling me? Thats when i saw it hiding on her neck  that dark purple hickie on her neck shining in the brighter light my eyes started to water. I looked at her and she wouldnt look me in the face but looked at the floor and grabbed my hands. She kissed them gently and looked at me her eyes saying everything that i needed to know and i was shocked just weeks ago we were in her classroom letting her explore my body telling me how gorgeous i was then this. What the hell type of bs was that i pulled away from her as a man comes from upstairs.

He smirked at me winking. "i didnt know we were having a threesome she's a cutie pie hope she can handle us"he said rubbing his dick through his towel he had just thrown something on anyone could tell. 

"Alexander stop it. She isnt here for that. I'll be up there in abit i swear just give me some time ok?"

"Well hurry the fuck up i don't have all day ray ray"he said walking back upstairs

i looked at racheal tears rolling down my face as i remebered the real reasoning i came here. i had gotten a job and saved up so i could get this necklace i saw her looking at when we were at the mall on a date. i had a hole in my jeans and with all the moving around i was doing i guess it just fell through and hit the floor with a loud but silent she looked at it then at me. 

Racheal stood walking closer. Each step she took i took two back until she got to the box and picked it up.

"Tia baby what is this?"

"Don't don't call me that. Who is that whats he doing here? Why is he here racheal" Tears  were rushing down my face. I wanted a reason as to why she would do something so cold towards me. I looked at her crying harder as looked down at the floor.

"You were never going to know about this. Tia you were never gonna find out about this there was no reason for me to tell you...."Racheal said but i cut her off slapping her hard.

"You were just gonna cheat on me and never ever tell me. So much for love right. Why would you think i wouldnt find out?! How do you think i feel?! How could you do this to me?!" I shook my head looking at her. "I wont let you hurt me ever again. I trusted you Racheal..."i had went back to my cold hearted self forcing myself to hold my head high and never let anyone see how weak i was anymore i couldnt allow that to happen again."I trusted you with all my heart i felt love and now i know real betrayl. I'm going home i'll see you at school"

I tried to leave only to have my wrist which would probaly be cut up again tonight held by a pleading but lovely Racheal who was secretly trying to hold me close in her mind slowly pulling herself up to me.

"Tia don't do this please baby"She had tears in her eyes"You know i love you more than anything even myself. This is just out of my control let me explain this to you soon ok baby." i looked at her thinking harder about this. I hate how she can make me fall back in love with her so quickly. its unfair really but it's worth it if  i can hold her at night. I looked at her and moved away and walked to the door hearing her start to cry. i looked back seeing her hold her face in her hands. My heart stopped and i ran to her hugging her closely. I couldn't stand hearing her cry it hurt so much more than her slepping with this guy.

So i nodded and said gently"ok just call first ok?" I looked down at her she was clinging to me and nodded holding her head to my chest.

Then we moved away i wipped her face with my fingers gently wipping her tears away as we heard mikey walking back down stairs and we moved away. I left quickly driving home tears still in my eyes as i startedmy car a speed down the road as fast as my lovly mustang would take me as i got on the rode. Then all hell broke loose and i heard a loud crash and then everything faded to black.