THE LOVE FROM BENEATH

Chapter 12

***Racheal's P.O.V***

I wonder what she thinks of me when I'm not around her. Does she think that I'm a slut for letting her do that with me? Even if she does I'll be heartbroken but also happy cause her tongue game was on point when it came to pleasure and attitude. I looked at her face and moved a stand of hair from her face."god your so beautiful and u don't even know it." I stood letting her sleep and making some pancakes waffles eggs and bacon for her and I. I heard movement from upstairs and I knew it was her finally waking up she would be scared when she saw me since she lost so much blood yesterday. I made her plate and placed some syrup by it as well. I hoped she liked it.

****TIA'S P.O.V****

I woke up my head banging as I looked at my arms but stared at my wrist and tried to figure out what stopped me from slitting them myself last night. I went to my bathroom and took a shower looking down as I say the water turning read as I noticed that I had to much dried blood over myself. I wanted to know what went down besides exy coming around and being a stupid probably infected such head. I washed my hair and walked out the shower smelling food. Was someone in my house? I walked down and my jaw dropped seeing racheal in my kitchen cooking me food. I walked over to her"what the hell are u doing in my house?!" I asked harshly.

"well I was trying to be nice and fix you breakfast"Racheal said softly

"u aren't even suppose to be in my house! I'm your student ur my teacher we don't share the same house or anything!"my hand baled into fist. I don't really know why I'm so angry I just didn't want her in here but I didn't want her to go. Ugh I feel like a dumb ass cunt.

Does she even care about me like I do for her. She really isn't my love just my fuck toy and nothing more I can't afford her to be something more no more attachments to others anymore. But I do care for her even in the slightest bit I still give a fuck but.....I don't really care if she was mine or not. I'm I'm this for the sex not for love.

my thoughts were interrupted by racheal speaking"well I'm sorry that I gave a fuck about u if that's how you want me to be I'll turn to the horrible person you think I am....."racheal looked away

Her words did hurt me some. Harder than I thought it ever would. "get the fuck out my god damn house before I break ur face on that plate"I didn't mean it you could tell by my face and voice but I had to sell it

Racheal said her voice full of hurt and sadness"Im done your nothing more than a suicidal bitch and u can go fuck yourself!" And with that the girl I loved and hated left