THE LOVE FROM BENEATH

The Deadly Poem

----Tia' s P.O.V.---

I wrote a poem today. A poem that spoke the words that I couldn't say. I wrote it while watching her teach today. And I thought to myself why would she lie to me like this? Why would she treat me like that? Is this.... what she really wanted?

Did she play me for a fool? I looked at that flawless face then looked at her growing stomach and asked myself was this supposed to happen.? Constant arguing fighting that was thrown away just from loving. I look at the clock and saw the bell was about to ring. I finished off the poem and got out of my chair gathering my stuff. She says she want to talk to me after school I smiled of course then rolled my eyes basically practically saying no. The bell rang and I went to her desk throwing a folded piece of paper on it grabbing her pens and leaving for my next class.

She tried to walk to the door before I got there grabbing the handle glaring at her. She looks at the floor not saying anything. I left for my next class feeling like my tail was between my legs.

----Rachel's P.O.V----

I watched Tia leave as i went to my desk and sighed.  I saw a folded piece of paper.  I didn't want to open it but i wanted to know what was in it also. So I opened the paper looking at the long rhyming poem.

( the poem)

I can't keep acting so ashamed.

When all I want to do is scream out your name.

I think its whats driving me insane.

I can't let this love fall down drain.

You and I could never be together.

If we were i would promise to treat u better.

So im sorry im a dyke

I can't and i don't want to fight.

I love u and u love scars.

I can't stand to tell u how i feel.

You make things real.

But i had to raise the bar

I hate and love it when ur around.

What would happen if we were in love.

Would it be a message from above.

If u held me we would be safe and sound.

My family told me to be straight.

I'll never forget when you came in and said that wasn't my fate.

When u hold onto me.

It's so clear to see.

Clear that u love me every day.

That u love me no matter what way.

I wish I could explain why I act this way.

My biggest and greatest talent is to push you away.

I don't want u to leave. 

But I wear my heart on my sleeve.

And you constantly treat me like a psychiatrist coming up with a thesis.

I tried to act like I don't need you and I don't need this.

But what good is love if you can't acknowledge it.

Ur heart is brave and one of a kind.

I could hit u but you would say u love me to bits.

No matter what u just keep screwing with my mind.

Im not afraid of you.

Your so loving i don't know what to do.

I will always help u through thick and thin.

In the beginning and in the end.

I know u and i could never be together.

I won't stop u from loving and living.

Our love. ..ur love is not sinning.

I will just hide my feelings and try to make things better.

(End)

The poem hit me by full force.  I had to find Tia i had to speak to her. I called the teacher of her next class and requested to speak to her and have her come to my class now.  Mitchell told me that she was on her way.

Tia came in guns blazing.  She looked relieved but still very annoyed.

"What... in the hell do u want?"Tia said clawing at her scars on her wrist. I walked to her grabbing her hands. I looked at her wrists and gasp seeing new scars  that were slowly covering themselves with new skin.  I looked at her tears in my eyes.  This is my fault i did this to her.

I was not about to let her fall.
"Tia what.... what have u done?  You know how close u are to that vein?!"
Tia looked down at the floor.

"Like you care if i die or not.  You played the player.  I thought you loved me and i loved u but....u showed me how wrong my feelings were."
Tia looked at my large stomach tears in her eyes.

"What's his name?"

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