𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬 | VMINKOOK

The Secrets Of My Soul

A/n: WARNING mature shizzle is still happening.

I was excited and I was disgusted. I was impatient and I was scared. I was happy and I was unimaginably sad.

I buried my face in my pillow in an attempt to hide from the world when I was filled up by Taehyung's cock for the very first time, and I cried.

Oh, how terribly it hurt. It was so painful I thought I would die, but the only person who had ever cared about the real me was becoming one with my body, and it felt amazing.

"Moj aniol? Are you crying?"

"Keep going," I mumbled, sniffling against my pillow as I was stretched and adjusted to take another man's cock. "Just keep going."

Taehyung's slow thrusts into me made the entire bed sway like we were on a boat at sea, and I stared blankly at the horizon as I came to the horrifying conclusion that I couldn't get the love back. It had been compromised. Tainted. Ruined. Reality had crashed into it and turned it to ashes, and I had to accept the fact that I could never trust my best friend again.

Whatever was once there, had sadly passed away.

"It feels so good moj aniol," Taehyung panted as he rolled his hips into me again and again. "Is it g-good for you too?"

I couldn't love him.

A tear rolled down my face as I grieved in silence for everything the butler and I would never get the chance to be.

I couldn't love him, but maybe I could hate him? Hate was a feeling. Hate was a powerful feeling, and if it could replace what we once had... "C-call me a whore," I mumbled, squeezing my eyes shut to keep myself from sobbing. "Call me a s-slut."

"W-what?" Taehyung stuttered.

"Call me a whore," I said again, losing sight of myself and reality. "I'm a whore..."

The butler pulled me up like I'd been drowning in a pool, and made me get on my knees as he hugged me from behind like he wished to squeeze the pain right out of me. He kissed my shoulders in total worship of my existence, and tried to force his affection past the bulletproof shield I had created around myself. "I would never call you such a thing," he said, caressing me as his thrusts became even more gentle. "You are my angel. My sun. My universe."

"Tae..." I squeaked, shaking my head as everything became too much. He would never let me hate him. I could never hate him. How could anyone ever hate him?

"You are so precious to me," the butler said, turning my head to kiss my cheek.

A breathy moan flew from my lips when the butler began to set a faster pace, his cock reaching deeper and filling me up even more. "T-tae~ please~"

"You're so beautiful," the butler growled into my ear. "You have me bewitched..."

"Tae, you m-make me feel so am-mazing~" I whined, my body going rigid with pleasure as the butler kept hitting the right spot.

"It is my honor, moj aniol," the man whispered, nudging his nose in the crook of my neck. "Ne postoji ništa na ovom svijetu u čemu više uživam..."

I came with Taehyung's lips on my neck, his hand on my cock, and his dick up my ass. I came with him all over me, and I came despite the lack of love, and the lack of hate. My body turned out to be quite shallow, as the only thing it really seemed to need was my butler's touch to be satisfied...

The sensation of Taehyung's cum seeping into my ass felt good, and to hear him moan my name into my ear felt even better.

I was now officially no longer a virgin, and Kim Taehyung had been my first everything. It had been a stressful, disorienting experience, but a weight fell off my shoulders after it was done, and the feeling was so overwhelming I burst out into tears yet again.