Arrange Marriage | Taehyung FF

Nightmare

Taehyung POV

I woke up with the harsh sun rays piercing my face, burning the skin under. Those rays weren't of the morning where they are soft and refreshing, but it was of the afternoon, scorching with high temperature. I pressed the button present at my bedside, causing the curtains to automatically close the windows.

I don't even know when I drifted to sleep last night. My body was still covered in yesterday's clothes, my eyes felt heavy, my insides felt like they were on fire and most of all, my heart felt empty. 

Fuck! I didn't realize I liked Y/N this much until now. Just the thought that she might never get close to me scared the shit out of me.

"God! I just wanna hold her and never let go" I moped, curling myself in bed.

I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to get her trust back. And that's what scared me the most because once you lose someone's trust, then it's almost impossible to get it back.

"You know Taehyung, I came here to tell you something but I'm so glad that I didn't because that would have been the biggest mistake of my life"

Those words echoed in my mind. What did she wanna tell me? Was she there to tell me that she likes me? Or atleast that she wants to date me? 

Ahhhh......what was it?

You know, if she had shown even a slight hint that she liked me or cared for me, then I would go to the ends of the earth to try and get her back. But I don't even know what she feels. 

"It was just a kiss" She said yesterday. Did she really mean it? If she did, then there is no point in chasing after her. 

"God! I just wanna know what she feels" I rolled around in my bed, squirming at these uneasy thoughts.

My head throbbed with pain, for a minute there I thought I might have a tumor or something. I needed coffee. So, I lazily dragged my body out of bed and strolled downstairs.

As I entered the kitchen, I caught Sara's attention who was preparing lunch. 

"Good afternoon, Mr.Kim" She bowed when she noticed me, "Food is ready if you want to eat" She added.

"Okay" I nodded at her, "Did Y/N have lunch?"

"No, sir. She hasn't come out of her room since morning" I frowned, already blaming myself for it. "I took the food up to her room but she declined" 

"Sara, if you are done with lunch, then please take the rest of the day off" I relieved her, "I will talk to Y/N about the meals" She nodded in agreement.

I sighed as I walked back towards the bedrooms to get Y/N. She is one stubborn ass!

I stood infront of her room, preparing myself before facing her again. Taking a deep breath, I knocked, "Y/N?" I waited for a few seconds but I didn't get any response.

"Y/N, are you there?" I knocked again and zilch! Still no reply.

I did hear some steps walking around the room, so she was aware of me but just didn't wanna open the door.

"Look Y/N, if you don't wanna talk to me, then fine. But please don't skip your meals" I tapped the door, pouring all my hope that she would just come out. But she didn't!

Running out of patience, I held the doorknob and tried to open it but she obviously had locked it. This woman!

Knowing her and her irritable headstrong will, I figured she was not coming out any time soon. So I turned my body, facing my back to the door as I slid along it and leaned my head back at the door. I don't know what I was expecting, but I sat there waiting for her.