Stranded (A One Direction Fanfiction)

~Chapter 11~ Memories

~Author's Note~

Parts of this chapter are messed up.. I have no idea why o.o anywho, enjoy!

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~Faith's POV~

I was at a loss of words. Louis loves me? "You-you love me?" I uttered out. He nodded, and I could see tears in his eyes. That's when I saw something in his eyes. He was begging for forgiveness.

"Louis, I forgive you. I just can't believe that you had a crush on me this entire time." I bit my lip, not wanting to say anymore. I didn't want to have to tell him that I have no feelings for him.

He avoided eye contact with me. "Faith," He said in a shaky voice. "Do you have feelings for me too?"

I sighed. "Louis I-" But he cut me off before I could finish.

"Why do I even bother." He mumbled, sighing. "I'm sorry for putting you through this you probably have no feelings for me. Here, to make it up to you I will stop talking to you and everything will be back to normal. Okay?" His bottom lip quivered once he finished. I looked into his eyes and I saw tears that were threatening to spill over.

I looked down at my hands and played with them as I spoke. "Louis, I'm sorry for breaking your heart. But you should know something."

"What is it?" He asked curiously.

"Well, when I first came to grade school, I had a mini crush on you but it soon faded once you began to bully me to 'hide your feelings from me'. I then knew that we were never meant to be, especially when I saw how many girls that went out with you. I could see love in your eyes whenever you looked at them, and I hoped that one day you could look at me the same way."

He looked into my eyes. "Faith, are you serious? I can't believe that you used to have feelings for me. But there is one thing I have always wanted to do."

"What is it?" I asked him.

"This." Before I could ask any more questions, he crushed his lips against mine.

I quickly pushed him away before I got too involved into the kiss. I looked into his eyes and could tell that he was hurt. But I didn't care. "I thought you had feelings for me." He whispered.    

"That's exactly the point Louis!" I told him annoyed. "I HAD feelings for you. I don't HAVE feelings for you! Get the big picture. I will never go out with you. I can't forgive you for what you just did today. Now leave me alone. It isn't even daylight yet."   Louis just stared at me, shocked. "Well if that's how you feel, why did I even bother to save your life?! If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be on this friggen island! You would have been dead before even reaching here! Thanks for caring that I saved you from near death. I always knew you had a heart." I could hear sarcasm in his voice at the end of his rant.   

I curled up into a ball, crying myself back to sleep. 

  ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   "Faith, what were you thinking? Don't you know that you and Louis are meant to be?" Claire told me. I shook my head, not even thinking about that."We are never going out. I don't even have feelings for him anymore Claire!"   She looked at me. "Faith, are you listening to yourself? You are pushing him away! He still has a special place in your heart but you are being too stupid to realize it!"I looked down at my hands in my lap. Did I still have feelings for Louis? Hearing it out loud, made it seem true.