Because, Its Halal - muslim Romance #Wattys 2015#YourStoryIndia

Chapter 47 - Thunder Blunder

Prophet Muhammed (peace be upon him) said : "No one with the slightest particle of arrogance will enter Jannah"

Thunder Blunder

I immediately disconnect the call and take few deep breaths.
I did not want to think who that was what was going on, I close my eyes and take in one last deep breath. With a blank expression and nothing in my mind I walk back to my room.
I see Zaroon half asleep, I keep his phone on the table on his side and get back to my place. I close my eyes and try to sleep, but ofcourse who could just ignore a thing like this?

All I could think of was the voice of the woman. I didn't recognise who's voice it was or may be I was just pushing the truth deep inside because I did not want to know.
My mind knew who it was but my heart wasn't ready to accept it.

Or may be it was just all a misconception, because I was already having disturbed thoughts I might have confused or rather just thought what I was thinking was happening.
May be it was just a random woman, who dialed a wrong number.
Yes! That could be possible. Why not?

I didn't even want to check who's number that was on my phone. I was too afraid of reality. I just wanted to live in the dark at that moment, away from the truth, away from everything that suggested Zaroon was cheating on me.

I turn around and see his face which was hardly visible on the night lamp, his eyes closed and his mouth slightly open.

Why would you do something like this Zaroon? Why!

A tear rolled down my eyes making its way to the pillow. I turn my back to Zaroon and switch off even the night lamp.

I didn't know what to do, should I ask him about this woman or should I just let it go or worse should I give no explanation and just leave him instead?
That wasn't fair, it sure wasn't. He deserved a chance to prove his innocence and what if he was actually innocent and I was just accusing him of something he hasn't done?
What if that woman was just his colleague and he called her to talk about work?

There were just too many if's and but's.

My head began to hurt terribly and tears started rushing. I should just let it go. Should just let it go.

Slowly I close my eyes and Fall into deep sleep.

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"If its okay with you I was hoping I could go a day before to help ammi?" I ask Gazala aunty while she watched her favourite serial on tv.
"Dont disturb me now." She says with lack of interest and too focused on the tv.

I dont say anything more and begin to prepare for dinner.

"Do you need help?" Arzoo asks coming into the kitchen.
"Oh! No..I can do it, there's not much to do" I say with a smile.
"Is...is she always like this?" Arzoo asks sympathetically.
I smile at her and nod.
"And even then you want your sister to get married here?" She asks surprised.
"She's not that bad." I say and mix the gravy.
"Not that bad? I've been here only 3 days and I can see how she is. You're here from almost a year and you dont see anything Ayaat? Or your love for Zaroon makes you ignore her tantrums and taunts?" She ask sarcastically.
"You know what? I got used to it and so will Fiza. Nobody is perfect. Not even the man I love" I say suddenly losing my temper.
"Im..Im sorry. I didn't mean to hassle you" she says low spirited.
"No..No! Im sorry..Im just a little disturbed" I say coming back to my sense.
"Um..okay! No problem. If you need any help I'm just a room away" She says with a smile and walks out.

I take few deep breaths. I had to control myself I cant roam around and have emotional explosions at anyone I see.

I decided to call Javeriya and Rehana and Invite them for the engagment.