No.......
Him fucking lucky if him think seh dat ahh happen before dat mi tie him up again and call it a day.
"Cameo." He shook his head, not being able to look me in the face. He finally looks up "Baby-" He starts but stops after seeing the look in my livid eyes.
"No." I quietly spoke. My voice was so low, that it could only be heard as a whisper "Stop feel like seh mi nah guh be safe round yuh neva wi bout know that's not true."
"Your mother's death was unexpected, you didn't know and yuh nuh fi tek dat as a reason fi doubt your ways in protecting me."
"Stop blame yuh self, it wasn't your fault so stop."
"yuh tell mi fi trust yuh, how yuh expect mi fi do dat when yuh lack trust in yuh self?" I asked "how?"
Mi hope mi saying this might help the situation in his heart to be a lot less dense and reassuring because mi cyah badda wid all dis right now.
"Dis is mi way of protecting you." He snaps, letting go of the build-up frustration "Away from me, Away from danger, it's that simple."
"Mi cyah risk anything happening to you or Kenzo, why yuh nuh get it?" He says strolling back "If anything happens to you....." he pauses and thinks for a good minute "If anything happens to you or mi son, god alone knows."
I cursed my mentality for thinking any of this to be pleasing to the ears. "Suh where's dis mentality when yuh need it?"
Although Odaine neva talk to mi bout it, mi believe seh him did think seh giovanni did ahh respect Nicole enough fi nuh drag har innah dem mess, but now dat di lady dead, it's obvious he doesn't.
Wi both know seh di only threat there is to Kenzo and I is Giovanni and mia guh seh it again.......he's a coward. Why him nuh face Odaine and stop guh fi people weh close to him?
"Weh yuh mean?" He asked regarding my previous question.
In the corner of my eyes, I glanced at him silently and the aura around him was much colder and darker than before, causing my brows to bent "Instead of worrying about Kenzo and I, why don't you get rid of the threat to our safety?"
"Why yuh nuh just eliminate di problem inna all dis?" I asked, seriously "Mi know yuh can dweet, suh what's really stopping you?"
This gets me back to my previous question about where is that mentality when he needs it?
The mentality where he's willing to do any and everything for Kenzo and I changes when it comes to his brother.
He knows that if anything happens to us, then that's it. Weh mi cyah undastan is why he's so determined to keep this war under control. Why's he refraining the war from taking its full potential?
He doesn't want to give up his share of inheritance and he doesn't want to kill Giovanni. We both know he could if he wanted to, unlike his brother, He isn't a coward, suh wah really a stop him from getting rid a him?
Mi really doh undastan him sometimes because he's saying all these things, yet still allowing his brother to make a mockery of their father's will and beliefs.
Or maybe mi just a get it all wrong, maybe mi just doh undastan nth at all
"yuh wah know why mi nah fight back?" He asked breaking the tin ice of silence between us
"Yeah."
The silence became loud in the room and right when I thought he wouldn't reply he parts his lips "If mi fight back, one a wi ago dead."
