If I...?

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If I could fire a bullet straight up,
And take one step forwards.
Would it come back down and end me?

If I could change my heart,
Wouldn't I have done it already?

If You can change my heart...
How can I wait for it?

If I have a heart made of stone,
Would You shatter it?

If all of this is flesh and bone,
Then am I all alone?

If all of this is all up in my mind...
Then is this all an attempt not to find
That nothing in this world means anything.

If this is true, my heart will never find out.
For my heart buries fear even deeper than love
If this is all an ocean, then I'll never rise above.

So if this is an ocean I hope and pray,
That it's an ocean of Your love.

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