Bandit Love (bxb)

Too good to be true?

I don't know if I actually like Ali as much as I thought I would. After the kiss we shared I felt as if it were wrong for him and I to be together. The guys keep saying that we make an amazing couple, but I just don't see it anymore. Which it sucks because I really liked him when we first met. I feel horrible for not feeling the same way anymore.

Right now I'm in the bathroom standing in front of mirror looking at myself with shame. I turned on the cold water and splashed my face. It was really cold, but I needed it.

There was a knock at the door.

"What?" I asked stressed.

"Are you alright Kian?" Gash asked.

"No I'm not." I said with such shame.

"You wanna talk about it?" he asked concerned.

"Can you come in here?" I asked.

"Well first unlock the door so I can." Gash said.

I walked over to the door and unlocked it then sat on the toilet putting my hands on my face. Gash came in and shut and locked the door again.

"Wow you look like shit." Gash said.

"Gee thanks that's exactly what I needed to hear asshole." I said.

"Sorry. Anyway what's wrong?" He asked serious this time.

"I thought that I would like Ali more if we kissed." I said sadly.

 "And you don't like him anymore." he finished.

I looked at him sadly and nodded.

"I know how you feel Kian." Gash said, "I thought the same thing when I thought I liked Ali, but turns out I only thought of him as a brother."

"It's not fair." I said.

"Try kissing him every chance you get." Gash suggested, "ok well before Shadow causes Jet trouble I'm gonna go give him something to keep him busy. I swear he's a child still."

"Alright." I said while we got up.

He went to the left to find Shadow, and I went to the right to find Ali. While I was in the hall way I was slammed into the wall by Jet.

"Oh my God Jet you scared me." I said.

"Good because I'm not very happy with you right now." Jet said, "explain to me why Ali came to me crying his eyes out."

"I don't know why." I said confused.

"He fucking heard you talking to Gash you asshole." Jet said, "how could you say that?"

Then I started crying. Jet looked at me with wide eyes.

"I want to love him Jet. I really do." I cried.

Then Jet hugged me.

Ali's pov
I was rounding the corner to go into the hallway when I saw Kian with Jet. They were hugging when Kian said he wanted to love me.

"I'm sure if you tried, you would fall in love with him." Jet told Kian.

Kian looked over at me, and he pushed Jet away and came over to me. Kian then hugged me and looked up at me. I smiled at Kian. I didn't realize I was crying until he wiped the tears off my face. I kissed him, and he intimately kissed me back.

"I wish I could love you easily like you love me." Kian said in a sad tone.

"It's going to take some time Kian." I said, "that I understand. I'm more than willing to wait until you do. If you don't then I will try to move on. I will understand."

"Alright." Kian said, "wanna play a game?"

"Sure." I said smiling.

Then he poked my chest then took off running, "you're it!" then he took off running.

I started running after him while laughing. When I got to the living room, I didn't see Kian anywhere as I looked around.

"Have you guys seen Kian?" I asked confused.

"Yeah Reese just asked for his help just a second ago in the backyard" Gash said then we all ran to the backyard.

When we got there, I felt like I got stabbed in the heart. Kian and Reese were standing there by the water fountain kissing.

"So I guess you never wanted me" I said hurt.

They jumped away from each other, and Kian looked shocked.

"Ali..." I left before Kian could say anymore.

I grabbed my jacket from the couch then left the house completely.

***picture is Reese and Kian