Mine | Jaywon

Chapter 5

"Check the contact's name Mr. Yang." said the husky voice.

But I didn't hear anything he said, I was too focused on his voice, it was so sexy. 

No Jungwon what are you doing, stop it.

"O-oh... ok!!" I exclaimed after snapping out of my thoughts.

To be honest, I wasn't expecting it to be too bad, the worst I was expecting was for the person to turn out to be my mailman. 

But my mailman's voice isn't that husky and sexy-

But I was wrong, it was worse than I could've possibly thought.

It was Jay.

Out of all the people why him?!!

"No this can't be..." I cried in disbelief as my cheeks went red due to embarrassment.

"Why didn't you interrupt me before?" I asked him curious to know why he was listening to me ranting about his charm.

"Well I tried to say something but you immediately shut me up. But then you suddenly diverted the topic to my looks and the incident in my office today, so I was curious and wanted to know what you had to say about your boss." he said nonchalantly.

Was he not even a little embarrassed after finding out what was on my mind about him during our 'conversation' in his office earlier.

As if he read my mind, he suddenly started talking.

"It's ok I was kind of shocked when you first diverted the topic to my looks. But upon hearing your thoughts I was surprised that I... liked the way you expressed your feelings about me" he said, I could feel the smirk in his voice.

And it made me flustered, it made me feel something I haven't felt for a while.

Fuck it, he always made me feel this way. Even in our high school days, before he left. He always gave me so much affection, I never felt this way with any other guy. And now that he was back in my life, much hotter and sexier, even the littlest actions from him made me flustered.

"Hm... you've been silent for a while now.. are you that flustered by what I said" he questioned with a smirk evident in his voice.

He's such an asshole and a fuckboy.

He must be good in bed.. all assholes are.

(Well Mr. Yang you might also find that out sooner than you expect) 

"I'm really sorry about everything I said..." I apologized with a guilty voice.

"Why're you always apologizing Mr. Yang?" he said sounding genuinely annoyed and confused.

"I'm really sorry for sexualising you like that... I reall-" I kept apologizing not giving him time to even try and say anything.

"No you don't have apologize for letting your own feelings out, I understand when you have something confusing happen to you, you always seek help. And anyways I'm used to people sexualising me. I'm happy hear from you again Jungwon" he said relieving me a little from the guilt but the embarrassment was still there.

He called me Jungwon. 

He didn't call me Mr. Yang.

I felt like I would die from tachycardia and the butterflies marching in my stomach. 

My name from his mouth sounded so heavenly and beautiful. I wish I could hear it forever.

(Ofc you can mr. yang 😏)

But my dreams were discontinued due to his deep voice yet again.

"Hm... and about the thing with your boyfriend" he said, sounding like he was having a hard time talking about Noah. 

Atleast Noah was of some use.

"I hope you leave him soon, hearing the way you described him... he sounds like an asshole" he encouraged my decision to go confront Noah.

Noah was an asshole and so was Jay, but Noah was the kind of assholes I hate.

The kind of assholes that manipulate, gaslight and lie to their partners.

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A/n 

Hi there my lovely broccolis I'm writing an author's note after so long😌. I want donuts😑. Anyways imma go to study now as my university started today and I have exams soon. Fuck my life I wanna die.  Ok now I should leave my pc since my mom is glaring at me from across the room as I write this and I'm scared she might kill me.

Baibai👋👋!!!!