𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑩𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒂 𝑵𝒐𝒗𝒂- 𝑩.𝑬

•Acceptance•

Jess- Dom
Billie- Sub

part 2 to Denial, gxg, fluff, strap on sex ;)

Billie

I haven't been to biology class in 3 days. I haven't been to any class in 3 days. For some reason I didn't have the guts to show my face to anyone, especially Jessie after what we did.

It's not that I'm ashamed of what we did, I really liked it and I would love to do it again. I think I was just scared.

Jessie's texted me multiple times and even tried to call me but each time I just let it ring. Eventually just putting my phone on dnd.

knock knock knock

"What is it?"

"Billie, you've been in your room for 3 days. Are you ever gonna come out?"

I grimaced at Zoe's choice of words and pulled my cover up over my shoulder.

"I don't know. I just need time to think."

"Well you better think fast because Jessie is here for you."

"What?!" I immediately hopped out of bed, my hair a mess and in the same baggy shirt and shorts i've been in all week.

I swung open my bedroom door to meet Zoe's eyes. I peeked over her shoulder to see Jessie in our doorway.

"Ugh," I groaned, knowing I couldn't avoid this any longer. "Okay, bring her in tell her i'll be out in a few minutes."

She said okay and informed me she was going to class so I was basically on my own. Great.

I brushed through my rats nest of hair, changing my clothes and freshening myself up before I left my bedroom.

Jessie was sitting on our couch with her arms crossed and a pissed off yet concerned look.

"Well, look who it is. Little miss 'i'm not gay.' Maybe we should change that to 'little miss avoidance.'"

"Okay, I deserve that."

"You deserve worse actually, but you're lucky that I care about you."

Well that's good. I think.

"Why have you been avoiding me?" She asks

"I haven't." I defend and she raises her eyebrows and scoffs.

"Okay, maybe I have but it's not just you. I've been avoiding everybody. I've just been...going through it I guess."

"You could've told me that. If you wanted space I would've respected that."

"I'm sorry."

She sighs and nods to the space next to her. "Sit down." I immediately do so.

"Billie, I care about you, okay? And after we had sex if you wanted space to figure things out you should've told me that and I would've given it to you."

I opened my mouth to say something but she quickly shit that down.

"But instead you ghosted me for three days after we had a very intimate moment. What would you have me think?"

"I know, okay? I'm sorry. Listen I didn't mean to ghost you or anyone but I got scared and so I just kind of..shut everybody out."

"Kay, well next time just talk to me alright?"

"Next time? So you're not mad at me?"

She looks between my hopeful eyes and giggles, her hand coming to cup my face.