kokudou one-shots By Buladas5

MORDERN AU

Modern au
Angst
Douma angst
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NO ONE'S POV

Douma was walking too school when he met gyokko crying. He raced towards him what's wrong "Gyokko what happened why are crying" Douma asked while he kept crying, Douma went forward and gave him a hug "did those people called you ugly again?" Douma asked, Gyokko nodded in his arms as he said "easy there I want you to be okay, don't cry, now now lets head to class your favourite art!" Douma said, Gyokko sniffed and smiled and went with him in class. They sat together and talked Gyokko felt all good. When Douma went to a different class it was V.E so there was nothing to study about so you can interact with others. Douma met with Michikatsu and sat beside him. Michikatsu was sad and wasn't in the mood "did something happen?" Douma asked "no..." Michikatsu replied "Oh I know something is wrong tell me I wont tell anyone" Douma said "oh I just, my parents they called me usless and not special" he opened up, Douma's eyes widened.

DOUMA POV

I am gonna break their spine.
"They don't name your traits, you build them up and you aren't useless, I want you to feel special" I said to him he gave a gentle smile. He leaned his on my shoulder. I messed up his hair a bit and he pulled my nose. Ouch that kinda hurt.

NO ONE'S POV

Douma and Michikatsu then talked about daily things. When it was recess Hantengu had fallen and hurt his knee, he then went to Douma. "Why did you come to me?" Douma asked "the infirmary is lined up" Hantengu said. Douma sighed and told him to sit on the bench. He got some bandages, cream and water. He poured the water then clean it carefully the bruise was throbbing, Douma gently applied the cream and bandaged them. "I want you to be alright from now" Douma said Hantengu nodded. Douma went to eat his lunch when he forgot to take his pills. His anti depressions the container fell on the ground. He quickly shoved it in his pockets, then he went over and hugged Akaza from the back. "Ay! Get fuck off of me!" Akaza said and pushed him off. "Omg! Sometimes I feel like-" "Do you wanna hurt me? Are you gonna hurt me?" Douma cut off Akaza. Akaza eyes widened and looked at him with shocked for him saying that. "What?" Akaza questioned "nothing, I'll leave" Douma said. Akaza couldn't do anything he was just shocked and stunned to say anything. Douma went to the bathroom and looked at him at the mirror then the anti depression, he then pushed it down 4 came out he took that amount with water. He had a smile again even though it felt like it was slipping away he went out and saw Daki was getting pinned to the lockers by a senior and Daki looking uncomfortable. Douma ran to the senior and punched him off of her. Douma and Daki ran away. "Ok, baby, alright stop crying" Douma comforted while stroking her silky white hair. "O-ok" Daki stuttered, Douma sighed and patted her head and went away. "Gyutaro reminding you! You are beautiful!" Douma said running to his English class. He said that because Gyutaro kept touching his back marks on his face, he smiled after hearing that. After school....
Douma went home seeing no one as his parents killed eachother. Douma went upstairs and took the box cigars and started smoking to let his stress go away. The black smoke came out of his mouth as he sat on the cold balcony floor. Douma saw his happy pills that he used to take and looked away.

DOUMA POV

I am up early, it is 3am rn
I just want Michikatsu to love me
Why am I even thinking this, I already failed with Akaza. Stop being a whore you useless bitch.

NO ONE'S POV

He took a another cigarette and puffed on it. After he was dome he then went to bed. But he couldn't sleep, all the pills just rumbled in his stomach he hadn't eaten anything. Douma got uo from his bed and took a blade from his drawer he wanted to feel what pleasure does people feel by doing this.

DOUMA POV

First cut for being useless
Second cut for being a whore
Third cut for being ugly
Fourth cut for being bitchy
Fifth cut for being manipulative.
Sixth cut for being weak
Seventh cut for not being a good person
Eighth cut for being a...a..
I have no more reasons. I stopped cutting and pulled my tissues.
Baby I am fucked up os he gonna help me cuz I am gonna help him. Douma he won't help you get yourself together he won't even pity you.
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I am done, I will only do part 2 if anybody asks me too