Soulmates In Our World | JJK

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Jungkook

My mind felt confused and sad, as weird as it was, I was very affected by the way Yenji reacted towards the performance in front of Jimin. I don't know if that was just a coating as we were all listening, but I would have been so much more satisfied if Vash also reacted that way. I tried calling her, but she did not pick up, one of the most obvious reasons was not because she was angry but because she wanted to sleep, and I was calling her way too late at night. I could just hope that she was not mad at me anymore before I got into bed.

I flipped and turned but just couldn't seem to sleep. We were soon going to go back to Seoul and get done with the tour, just a few more cities and countries were left to visit but I never felt so restless in any of our tours. I huffed a sigh and got up from the bed, deciding I needed some fresh air.

I thought over all the time I spent with Vash till now, it had been more than a good long month since I met her, but I still didn't understand the meaning behind our tattoo, a gun? did that even have any meaning?  Love? When will the word show its meaning. I had heard love was a feeling where you could trust the other person with your whole heart, understand each other to the fullest and find comfort with each other but I just feel attracted and attached to her, I do trust her, but I just feel uneasy when I think that she trusts me as well. I felt like I was lying to myself. but she was an ARMY which meant she liked all of us a lot, and she did tell me that she like me. She even told me "I love you" last time.

I smiled to myself unconsciously when I thought of the incident that happened earlier. When all my hyung also became my soulmates. While I was walking around the hotel terrace and looking at the sky, I felt someone on my right, beside me. "Can't sleep?" I heard a very familiar sound. "Hey, Jin hyung, what bought you here?" I said the first thing that came to my mind before turning my head to look at him.

"Nothing, I just couldn't seem to sleep. I have never felt more overwhelmed than now, first I got my soulmate very recently and then suddenly turned out that all of you are my soulmates. This is just too much to digest." His mouth left a happy chuckle as he smiled at me. "What brings you here Jungkook?" He asked after a little while of silence. Before I could answer I heard a sound from the left side of me. "Hey, guys what's happening, you both couldn't sleep either?" I looked at that side to see Jimin.

"Now why are you here?" I said and he looked at me with a smile bigger than Jin Hyung's. "Nothing, just feeling too overwhelmed by recent activities occurring." He replied. "Happiness didn't let you sleep?" Jin hyung asked Jimin and he nodded, Guess I was the only one who was awake because of overthinking not happiness. "You still didn't tell me what bothers you Jungkook?" Jin hyung asked again and I just sighed. "Just like you both." I faked a smile and turned my head to both of them one by one. "Really? You must miss Vash, right? I really miss Yenji, she also misses me a lot, I just completed talking to her, we were on a call for the last 2 hours. I didn't even know I could talk that much!" Jimin exclaimed and this time an automatic sad smile made its way to my face, Fortunately the other two thought that it was a genuine happy smile.

"Everyone must be overwhelmed because of these seven tattoos." Jin hyung said. All three of us were looking at the sky, I felt sad looking at the sky, it was a no moon day, and the sky felt so empty. Like a very important part was snatched away, maybe that was similar to the feeling I was having. It felt like that the moon to my sky disappeared. I don't know who the moon was, probably Vash? I don't know, someone or something very important seemed to go missing from within me. I thought was it my heart, did I leave it at her place last time? But today after our conversation my brain tells me that she has my heart, but she never thought of giving her heart to me.

After a while the other two went to sleep telling to go to sleep as well but there was no a hint of sleep in my eyes. I opened my phone to see the wallpaper of my lock screen, it was from Jeju Island the pics we took when it was just the two of us. I thought maybe I was overthinking, nothing happened at all. She just got a little offended that I was dancing with some other girl, nothing else. This time a nice happy smile came on my lips; I remembered the time she told me I love you after I kissed her.

My smile didn't stay there for long as I received a text from Vash.

I just got to know you have something scheduled on my birthday as well. So, you aren't celebrating that with me either? What kind of a boyfriend are you?

hey, no I didn't mean that, I was going to tell you. I myself checked my schedule this evening and saw it, but.... it's a performance, it can't be postponed it can only be cancelled. Why don't you join me and come to the performance? I'll make you meet the ARMYS on stage! How does that sound to celebrate your birthday?

So now you're looking for solutions within this, I am fed up, I know you're an idol and have a lot of work to do, but on your girlfriend's birthday, seriously? All my colleagues keep asking me that I have such an out of reach boyfriend, how is he going to celebrate my birthday? What am I supposed to tell them? That my boyfriend has work to do on my birthday?

Wait...Your colleagues know that I'm your boyfriend, didn't I tell you not to tell anyone until I officially announce it? But since everyone already knows that's not the concern, anyways, really it will be fun, try coming with me to the performance, it's in a nearby city. I swear you'll enjoy your birthday very well if you meet ARMYS and watch a live dance. We can go for a date or whatever you like afterwards.

I waited for a while, but she left my text on read. What happened to her suddenly, why is she behaving like this with me? She had told me she wished to meet the other members as a return gift in Jeju so why like this now?

x THIS CHAPTER HAD ONLY ONE SCENE AS IT WAS QUITE LONG AND I WANTED TO EXPRESS HOW CONFUSED AND SAD JUNGKOOK WAS FEELING, IN THE NEXT CHAPTER I'LL REVEAL THE REASON OF VASHNAVI'S CAHNGE IN BEHAVIOUR, ANYWAYS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SELF, GUYS TOMOROWS MY BIRTHDAY AND THAT IS WHY I WANTED TO UPLOAD THIS CHAPTER TODAY x

x Editing the chapter, and I realized I was just 12y/o when I wrote this chapter, wasn't I a little sentimental for that? x