Roommates | Solby Smut

6. The Kiss

TW: SH, Sex

A/N: Short but very steamy chapter ;)

Sam's POV

I lean in close to his ear and whisper "I dare you to kiss me."

It only takes him one second before his lips meet mine. At first, he is soft and slowly runs his hands down my back. But then it is like fireworks erupt between us and he starts going harder. His ringed hands run through my hair, and I find my hand at the small of his back. He runs his tongue across my lips asking for entrance I open my mouth for him. We slowly become more in sync with each other, and everything becomes natural. As the kiss deepens, he breaks away for one second to whisper to me, "Hold on." He then picks me up and walks me to his room, continuing to kiss me as he walks. He shuts his door and pushes me up against it as his hands find every single inch of my body. With our lips still attached, he grabs my neck and chokes me. A small moan leaves my lips, and he growls into my mouth. He then stops kissing me to whisper in my ear "I like it rough, so if you want to stop just let me know because I have been thinking about you since the day we meet." I nod my head and return my lips to his.

He walks us over to the bed but not first without ripping my shirt off. "Is this your first time with a guy?" He asks me as he undoes my pant buttons. I nod to him as he leans over me and says "I will take it slow but let me know if you want to you know not," he winks at me, and chills run across my bare chest. As I finish taking off my pants, he takes off his hoodie and shirt in one quick motion. That is when I see them. Lines all up and down his arms, scars and cuts, some old and some new, like very new. I just look at him until he says, "I um, I don't know what to say. This is how I cope." I get up and immediately hug him. "Colby," I whisper to him as I run my hand up his arm, "Some of these are fresh and not even done bleeding. When did you do this?" 

"Some of them I did today, some are older. I am sorry if it makes me ugly," he says bowing his head and taking a step back. 

"No, you are perfect the way you are, but I want you to come to me if you feel like you need to do this. Please. I care about you and don't want to see you get hurt." I say the last line with tears in my voice. 

"I will." He then kisses me again and once again fireworks explode inside me. He deepens the kiss, and we are back to where we were just moments ago. He pushes me back onto the bed again and makes quick work of the rest of his clothes. I do the same and look up to see him standing over me. Let me just say now, Colby is big, like really big and I am not talking about his height. He is looking at me as he slides a condom on. He then gets on top of me and starts to kiss me again. "Let me know if it hurts baby and I will stop." Chills ran over my body again at the sound of the name he just called me. I nod letting him know I understand, and he then positions himself and enters me. At first, it hurts like I don't even know what and I grab onto his shoulder to let him know to wait a minute.

"Do you need me to stop?" he says with worry on his face. I shook my head and told him to give me a second. He nods and waits a minute before he slowly starts thrusting in and out. Almost at once, I feel a wave of pure adrenaline and lust rush over me and it doesn't hurt anymore. I grab his hair as he slowly works his way in and out of me. 

"Harder," I say basically panting at this point and Colby immediately starts going harder. I scratched down his back and he let out a low growl as he continued to work his magic. He grabs me by the neck as low moans escape my lips. I can feel myself about to climax just as Colby reaches his. We finish at the same time, and he falls onto me in a sweaty mess. He gets up and grabs a towel to clean us off before grabbing my underwear and two of his hoodies. He hands me one and I put it on. It is so big on me, but it smells just like him. He too has put on a hoodie and makes his way over to the bed and lays next to me. I slide over and he immediately raises his arm for me to lay on his chest. I comply and lay on him as he runs his hands through my hair. We lay in silence like this for a bit before he asked me "So how was your first time with a guy? Was it how you pictured?" 

I let out a small giggle before saying "It was everything and more." 

He kisses my forehead as we lay like that for who knows how long until I start playing with the rings on his finger. "So, how long have you been, um well cutting yourself?" I asked him nervously. 

"Since my ex died. I took it hard, and I didn't really know how else to cope. It was either that or hooking up with someone new every day. I wanted to come out here and start fresh, I guess. I wanted to get out of my old ways, but I guess I never really had a reason to. Until now." He finishes looking down at me. "Sam I really meant what I said when I said I would try and stop for you. I don't know you are different, and I can see myself with you. I know we just met like a week ago, but I wanna be better and I want to be alive if it means I get to spend my days with you." 

I look at him with tears in my eyes. Who knew I would find my person at college, actually who knew I would find a guy at college. I didn't think in a million years I would go on to have sex with a guy let alone my roommate. "Thank you, Colby, it means a lot, because you mean a lot to me. I wanna spend my days with you and want to help you get better and be better." I planted a small kiss on his lips, and he returned the gesture. I yawn and he chuckles before saying "Get some sleep, Sammy. I will be right here when you wake up." 

"You better be." We both laugh at that before he says "Good night baby."

"Good night Colbs." And with that, I fall asleep happy and with a full heart lying next to my roommate.