saved by Sam and Colby

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colbys pov

jade ran to her room and i was going to follow her when sam stopped me

"let her cool off and come eat" he said

I nodded and grabbed my food and followed Sam to the living room  sat down and ate our food

"im going to go check on Jade" I said

 I went up to jades room and knocked on her door but there was no reply so I walked in and didn't see her anywhere so I went to her bathroom and tried to open the door but it was locked so I kicked it down and saw jade covered in blood and she was passed out

"fuck" I said 

I opened the draws under her sink and grabbed two washes and wet them and wiped the blood then I ran to my room and grabbed two bandages and ran back and bandaged her wrists up and then picked her up and put her on her bed and tucked her in and then went to the bathroom and saw the blade so I picked it up and cleaned it

wait I think I recognise this blade 

wait is this mine

no, it can't be

how would she  know where I store them 

fuck I had them on the top of my closest on top of the blanket that she put on me the other night

it must off fell 

I need to hide them better I guess

I put the blade in my pocket and went back over to Jade and she was still out cold so I kissed her on the forehead and went downstairs and sat down with the others

"Everything ok?" Sam whispered

"no Jade found my box of blades and used one to cut" I whispered back

"shit is she ok?" he whispered

"I don't know she's out cold" I whispered 

"go lay with her and make sure she is okay" he whispered

"ok," I said 

I got up and went up to jades room and layed next to her and turned on the tv and played The Vampire Diaries

"she was so happy today and I wrecked it," I said to myself while looking at her and playing with her hair 

"c-colbs y-you d-didnt wreck i-it at a-all," jade said

"omg thank god your ok" I said

"i-im sorry" she said

"hey it's okay come here" I said pulling her into a hug 

we stayed like that for a while then she pulled away 

"you ok?" I asked

"ya," she said

"show me your tattoos," I said

she gave me her arm and she had just missed her  semicolon tattoo 

"you just missed your semicolon tattoo," I said

ya" she said

"im sorry that I made you upset and im sorry that I didn't hide the blades well enough and im sorry that I listened to Sam and didn't come after you if I did this wouldn't have happened and you would still be clean and having a good day but because of my stupid ass you relapsed and I don't know what was going through your mind that made you cut again but I promise you that none of its true ok," I said

"hey no need to apologise it was my decision, not yours," she said

"ya but I made you upset and that led you to want to cut again' I said