saved by Sam and Colby

4

jades pov

I was lying in bed looking at the ceiling when someone came in and pulled me into a hug 

It felt good to get a hug in this room it was a good change from getting beat up  cutting  crying and wanting to die sadly the hug didn't last that long though because they pulled away and I saw Colby looking at me with a concerned face so I leaned back onto my bed frame knowing we were going to have to talk about what just happened and why I wanted to end my life witch i still do but they don't need to know that 

"you ok?" he asked

"Everything hurts Colbs there is so much stuff that you don't know and a lot of it you will never understand and a lot you will never know all of the therapists I went to never helped me and that's why I want to join someone I lost because I Can't keep living without her she was my world  we both  made some promises first one was that we will always be friends and the second one was we will never stop looking for you guys," I said 

"Look I know it can be hard to live without someone trust me and I also know that is that you are strong as hell ok you can handle a lot of stuff " he said

I didn't say anything else I just looked at my hands with thoughts running threw my mind

why did he come to save me

I'm not worth it

why me

"why" I said

"Why what?" Colby asked

"Why did you come to save me you don't even know me," I said looking up at them

"Because you're one of our fans you are basically family to us and I know how it feels to not want to be here anymore but I stayed and look how good my life is now" Colby said

Colby got up and hugged me making me flinch a tiny bit but he didn't take any notice of it and I am so thankful for that 

"tell me why," Colby said

"Why what?" I asked looking up at him

"why you don't want to be here anymore and why were you drinking at the park all alone" he said

"well I don't want to be here anymore because of the kids at school me not having any friends and n-my dad," I said looking down when I mentioned my dad

"what about your dad?" Colby asked

"h-he a-abuses me," I said looking down

"ok pack your bags You are coming home with us" Colby said

"wait what?" I said confused

"you heard him hurry up before your parents get home," Sam said

"ok," I said with a small smile on my face for the first time in a while

I jumped out of bed grabbed a random bag and packed some clothes makeup toothbrush toothpaste hair brash and a charger

"lets gooo" I said excitedly

"okkk," Colby said

we walked downstairs and I wrote a note telling my parents that I was moving out and then left the house I got into her car and followed Sam and Colby to where they were staying

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We got to their hotel and parked our cars I got out of my car got my stuff took a deep breath to calm my nerves down and walked over to Sam and Colby's car

"ok so we kinda have a problem" Sam said making me and Colby look at him

"what's up?" Colby asked

"We only have one bed," Sam said