Jades pov
I woke up to Sam waking us up saying that he had food for us
"not hungry" I lied
I don't even know why I lied im starving but I know if I ate it would just make me feel guilty and vomit because when my friend got killed by someone we were about to start eating and she hadn't eaten yet so I didn't like eating because it makes me feel guilty because she didn't get to before she died I know its stupid but ya
"but you didn't eat dinner," he said
she didn't either
"i-i don't e-eat breakfast," I said
more like I don't eat anything
"or dinner?" he said
"no," I said
"lunch?" he asked
"Sometimes," I said
"come on you need to eat" he said
"no," I said cuddling up to colby more
"come on princess you need to eat your too skinny I can feel your ribs" colby said
"good," I said quietly not thinking anyone would hear me but i guess colby did
"hey it isn't good you need to eat to live," he said
ya that's the point I don't want to live anymore why doesn't he get that
I didn't say anything because I felt like I was going to cry and I didn't want to cry in front of them so I just got up and walked to the bathroom locked the door and slid down and tears started to fall and flashbacks of her death flooded my mind
my flashbacks were interrupted by Colby's concerned voice again
"hey princess what are you doing in there?" he asked
"g-go away," I said
"Please just open the door" his voice cracked when he said that making my heart break knowing that his probably was too so I slowly got up and unlocked the door and went to the corner of the room and put my head in my legs then I heard the door open and then someone picks me up so I was standing but they still had their arms around me
"what's wrong?" he asked
"let me go," I said
"no" colby said
I started hitting his chest with tears running down my face but he didn't even flinch
"L-LET M-ME G-GO" I yelled hitting him still
he didn't even react he just stared at me like he was waiting for me to calm down
"p-please let me go," I said after I stopped hitting him
"tell me why you won't eat," he said
"n-no I c-cant," I said
I don't want them to know that my best friend got killed right in front of me and it was my fault that bullet was meant for me not her I moved but she got killed
"Please," he said
I didn't say anything else I just stood there and melted into his touch
he picked me up and took me over to the bed and I snuggled up to a pillow and just stared at the wall with tears silently falling down my face
"one day" I whispered then the flashbacks came back
I was there with my best friend we had just gotten our food and were on our way to a table when someone came in with a gun making us freeze
YOU ARE READING
saved by Sam and Colby
Hayran Kurguthere is this girl named Jade and she has secrets from her past that caused her to stop eating she also has an abusive dad and gets bullied which causes her to drink she had a goal that she needed to complete before she ended her life and she comp...
