December 6, 2009
Pain. I've been quite familiar with it. When he makes me the happiest girl I've ever been, he leaves me on the cold dark ground for another woman...a woman who I could never compare to. The pain that breaks you into a million pieces
He leaves me for dead where the animals are is the little voice telling you were never good enough for him. That pain that is from him telling you, you weren't beautiful enough and that's why he left you stranded, defenseless.
The pain of him telling you you're a load of shit, motherfucker, and slut. The pain of him saying those things all over and over again.
The pain of him coming over to your house and your dad protecting you, emotionally and physically because the man you once fell in love with abused you, physically. Your dad is your biggest protector.
The pain of thinking of all the good times you've had together. in Middle School and high School. You can't stop replaying these things.
All of these things are coming back to hunt you. All you wanted was a love like your parents. And you wanted a guy just like your dad.
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We Heal Each Other
RomanceEighteen Aurora-Illine Johnson wanted one thing. A relationship with the right type of guy. Like her dad. Like her parents love. But it hasn't been too well for her to open up to anyone in fear of being hurt. That is until a hurt Rayven River Hart...
