We Heal Each Other

12

When we went in the hallway by the elevators and Rayven's room his hand brushes on mine. I look down at our hands. I try to go to the elevators but Rayven stops me. He pinned me against his room's door and I inhaled deeply. I looked at him. He has his hand on my cheek and looked at me with soft eyes. I bit my lower lip nervously.

"You have stunning eyes, Baby." He says softly.

I smiled. "I've never been called that before."

He smiled. "You should be called that more often." 

We stared into each other's eyes for a minute and then he grabbed me. He put his arms on my back and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck. His kiss was gentle and soft. He tasted of mint. Rayven parted from the kiss, but his face was so close to mine. He had his forehead to mine. We smiled at each other.

"Stay the night," Rayven said softly, breathing shallowly.

"Um—I should be getting back. Mick would be worried. But I'm not going to deny, I want to spend time with you."

Rayven chuckled a little.  Rayven got his door key out, opening his door. We go in and I sit down on the desk chair. Rayven puts his towel on the towel rack. I put my towel on the desk and lean into the chair. Rayven sits on the bed. He looked at me and we had an awkward silence. I sit up and go towards the bed. Rayven stood up and wrapped his arms around me. I started to take out my bun and I realized what I was going to do. I stop myself. I breathe heavily. Rayven looks at me with soft eyes and full of concern. He has his hands with mine.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Um—no, yes." I bit my lip.

Rayven sat on the bed. "What is it?"

"So...um. I've never...I mean this is my first time. I'm a Virgin."

Rayven stands up and places a soft kiss on my forehead. "Wow—um it's a lot to take in. I mean... I don't want to hurt you, so if you're not ready—"

I kissed Rayven softly. "I'm ready. I'm just nervous. My mom told me it hurt her the first time. My dad was her first."

"Yeah, I mean I'm nervous too and my heart is thumping hard."He said, nervously.

I smiled softly. I clashed my lips on his. Rayven put soft gentle kisses on my neck. He looks at me. He grabs a strand of my hair.

"Are you sure?" He asked, putting his hand on my cheek, waiting for my answer.  

I looked at him with soft eyes. "Yeah. Yes, I am. I trust you with my body. Take this opportunity, Rayven." I whispered in his ear. I grasped onto his shoulders.

"You know I didn't want you to stay for this, you know that, right?" He asked, his eyes softer than anything else. He puts his arms around my waist.

"I know. I'm ready. I'm ready to give myself to you."

Rayven smiles.

I continued to take out my bun and my hair is loose and wavy. Rayven kisses my neck. His hands went to the strings of my robe. He untied my robe and he slipped my robe off. It fell to the floor. Rayven looks at me and kisses my shoulder. I moaned softly.

I went to the rim of his white shirt and Rayven slipped his shirt off. He threw it on the floor. Rayven's hands traveled on my back around my bikini top. He kissed my neck once more before unclasping my bikini top. He threw it on the floor along with his shirt. He's standing there looking at me. I looked at the wall and then at him. I was getting self-conscious.

"Um...what?" I asked, covering myself.

Rayven grabbed my hands and smiled at me. "Absolutely nothing. You're just so beautiful, Aurora." He said softly. His lips met mine in a passionate kiss. His kiss moved to my neck then my chest. I felt wobbly. My legs felt like jello. Rayven held me steady. He grabbed me and picks me up. He put me on the bed. He kisses my thighs and comes up to my stomach. His tongue dips down to my belly button. I grab his shoulders when he comes back up. He kissed me in a gentle kiss. I grabbed ahold of his swimming trunks and he takes them off. He threw them on the floor.

My eyes widened. Rayven chuckles. He was so big. I sit up on my elbows. Rayven kisses me and then my forehead. Rayven grabs ahold of my bikini bottoms and I inhale sharply. Rayven takes my bikini bottoms off slowly and looks at me. He's biting his lower lip. He comes onto me and his fingers intertwine with mine. He cups my cheek and kisses my neck and then my chest. He looks at me intrigued.

"Can I touch you?" He asked.

I nodded slowly and looked at him. He touched my shoulders and then he cupped my breasts. He went to my stomach then my thighs. I opened up my legs to let him in and he hovered over me. He's heavy. I can't believe I'm giving my virginity to Rayven Freaking Hart. He smiled and I smile back. He kissed my neck and then my lips. He kissed my forehead.

Rayven began slowly and I leaned my head into his shoulder. I moaned loudly. Rayven kissed my forehead then my lips. I groaned in his mouth. I grabbed the sheets and squeezed them tightly. Rayven saw that I started to feel uncomfortable and he exits out of me. He laid down beside me. I breathed heavily. Rayven looked at me, concerned.

"How are you doing?" He asked, lying on his side.

I glanced over at Rayven and then closed my eyes. "My mom didn't lie. That hurt."

Rayven grabbed me and put me on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me. He really does like me. I was waiting to give my virginity to the true one. I think I just did. Rayven is so much like my dad. He's a gentleman.

"Can I ask you about something?"Rayven asked.

"Yeah, sure," I said, slowing my breathing.

"Why haven't you done anything before? I mean have you had relationships before?"

I didn't know what to say. I think about HIM. A tear came and I couldn't think of him. I sat up. Rayven sat up with me. He saw the tear go down my cheek. "Um---I've had a traumatic past. That's all I want to share for now." I said, wiping my tears away.

Rayven looked at me sympathetically. "Understood." He puts his hand where my tears have been. "Are you hungry?"

I nodded and Rayven gets his phone. He ordered cheesecake and sodas. I got up and saw blood. I knew that I would bleed.

"Rayven...I'm bleeding." I say panicked.

Rayven came to my side of the bed and scooped me up. I gasped in surprise. He took me to the shower and turned it on. I got in and then him. He's washing my body with a washcloth and I looked at him.

He put his thumb along my lower lip and curled it. We heard the door knock and Rayven got out. He wrapped a towel around his waist. I heard a "Thank you". I got out wrapped a towel around me and got into my robe.  Rayven watches me. I sat down in the desk chair. Rayven grabbed the recliner and set it next to me. He looks at me and looked at me. We eat our cheesecake.

"Oh, my! This is the best thing in the world," I said, with my mouth full.

Rayven laughed. "I can see that."

"So, Rayven? How is it being in a band?"

Rayven smiled. "A lot of traveling. It's a lot of fun though."

"I've always wanted to learn to play guitar."

Rayven looked surprised for some reason. "Really? I can teach you."

I put my fork down and looked at Rayven. "Really?" I exclaimed.

"Yeah. I've taught people before." He said perky.

"Hm. I got the interest of wanting to play by listening to you and the guys. Your style of music always intrigued me." I said, fidging with the fork.

"Interesting." He said, in between sips of drinking his soda.

When I was done I laid back down on the bed and sighed loudly. "I should be getting some sleep."

Rayven came to his side of the bed and laid down. He looked at me. Just then we heard a knocking. Rayven gave me a confused look and he answered the door. I heard a familiar voice. Too familiar.

"Mr. and Mrs. Johnson?" Rayven said, nervously.

Oh Crap!