I'am happy that i have both of you [Soukoku]

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I chose angest sorry !! warnings self-harm yelling talking about suicide alkohol!!
No one pov

Chuuya and Dazai sit down next to each other and wait for bartender Chuuya got some wine and Dazai got whiskey

"It's good at the agency" Chuuya ask

"Yeah but the reports killing me"

...

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"Dazai are you still doing it"

"What do you mean doing it"

"Don't play stupid are you still doing self-harm"

"..."
Chuuya turn around to see Dazai in the face
"Tell me I'm not gonna hurt you like Mori did ok just look at me and say the truth"
Dazai slowly look at Chuuya
He just nod and says

"I am going to the bathroom I will be right back"
And Dazai left.
Chuuya was alone again

"Sir do your friend want another whiskey"

"Yes" Chuuya said to the bartender
Bartender took the glass and walk away.

Dazai walk from the bathroom and sit next to chuuya with new whiskey
He take few sips
"Chuuya I'm lucky I left Port Mafia at the Agency is all fine"

"Why you didn't tell me"

"I tell you in your apartment that odasku was killed by the mimic"

"All because of oda you chose him over me you know my friends die too and I didn't leave you !

"I DON'T CARE OF YOURS DEAD  FRIENDS CHUUYA I DON'T CARE OF LIPMAN ALBATROSS PIANOMAN DOC ICEMAN !

"Don't You Ever Say That About Them !

Both argue they don't care everyone looking at them

"At LAST I NEVER LIVE IN CONTAINER !

"SHUT THE FUCK UP CHUUYA YOU NOT EVEN HUMAN YOU ARE JUST EXPERIMENTAL RAT !

That was Chuuya last nerve he didn't know what got into Dazai he didn't care anymore he broke into tears

"YOU DIDN'T CHANGE DAZAI YOU STILL THE DEMON PRODIGY !

He yelled at him and run away with words in mind

-What I was thinking I would never be human I never gonna have family I'm never gonna ask Dazai to be with him

-i can't fall in love with Dazai ever again

He open door to his apartment and run to bathroom and lock himself in

"Dad are you home" Mika ask putting little cat at floor and walk to bathroom door

"Dad did something happened"
Mika ask with no respond they put ear to door to hear thems Dad crying

"Chuuya are you crying"

"Mika let me be the fuck alone"

Mika leave the door to Chuuya have space but that was mistake little did they know Chuuya will do something to himself

!! warnings self-harm!!

Chuuya take knife from his pocket lift up his sleeve

He pressd knife to his skin and cut
First for Dazai
Second for Lipman
Third for Albatross
Fourth for Piano man
Fivth for Doc
Sixth for Ice man
Seventh for being bad parent to Mika
His left hand bleed.

He siting on bathroom door with bleeding arm and tears falling from his cheek

But he realised he can't left the world he have Mika and he still have Kouyou Tachihara Akutagawa Gin and others he must stay alive.

!!end !!

He stand up with pain in his arm he take bandages and wrap them around his hand. First one was really deep it's gonna leave scar.

He look in mirror to see himself with puff red eyes dry tears on his cheeks but he saw the person behind him again Arahabaki

Not again he must stay calm to keep control over himself though

He put down his sleeve down to hide bandages  he unlock bathroom door and see no one but little cat on couch sleep peacefully.

He look around the apartman to find Mika but no one

"Mika where are you" he shouts
He waited for a response

"I-i am in my room Chuuya"
He walked to the bedroom and opened the door to see blood falling from the ceiling.

Sorry for not posting I just can't pick angest between fluff so sorry for you waiting 662 world 

I hope if someone who reads this and doing sh I will tell you something
You not alone you can have shit parents who hate you for who you are but you friend don't hate you you maybe think they hate you and talking shits about you but that's all in you're mind they really cere about you they accept you who you are.

Byee