soulmates

pain! 27

Wei ying and lan zhan didn't talk after that day. ..

Few weeks passed, wei ying was to sad.. But in front of his sister and brother he have to be strong.. Soon their result of final exam was out.. Wei ying check lan zhan's report card secretly he's doing best.. Wei Ying's own results was not to good but he got the marks with which he applied for the scolership..

Then Wei ying get admission in his dream college but he have to suffered for this.. It's a one of the best college in city..

Lan zhan also get admission in his dream college.. He started his life normally.. No one could tell after saw him that he suffered every moment of Wei Ying's thought, what he did with him, how much he (wei ying) suffered for their relationship.. On the day time it's ok that he remember him but it's ok , he tried to make himself more busy with things but at night he can't sleep anymore sometimes he was angry with himself that why don't he control his emotions, it's not first time he leave someone behind.. But still his thoughts exhausted him.. Sometimes he's tried to cry but he couldn't.. He's became more cold and introvert in these days, even his own family make safe distance with him..

Wei Ying's conditions also bad.. He also didn't get any sleep at night..
He's make himself busy with many things.. He joined a social service group.. His flattered nature was hide behind his sorrow..

It takes some days but yanli noticed her gege isn't alright.. One day she asked, " Gege! "

Wei ying cutting veggies he answered didn't looking at her , " Yes. "

Yanli, " Gege how is wangji gege? "

Wei ying stopped cutting veggies.. His hands started trembling at mentioning his (wangji's) name..

Wei ying, " We.. We.. Di.. Don't talk anymore.. "

Yanli, " But why? "

Wei ying, " Just.. Nor.. Mally "

Yanli understand that his gege didn't want to talk about this so she didn't push him further..

When wei ying had to much thought about lan zhan he used to play his flute.. He didn't Learned it from anywhere.. He just knows how to play and one of his uncle gave some lessons about flute. He played their song (wangxian) ..

Normally at night time when he didn't get any sleep he used to play his flute.. And one night he was to tierd and he sleep at the moment he reached his bed and his most darkened dream was came back to him.. He again sees he's in somewhere dark and cold place.. *chapter 17's dream Wei ying's dream part *

When he wakes up from his night mare he's panting like hell.. He's started crying his light barrier left him..

Even his grandmother ( baoshan)left the place..

After a week they caught by his mother... He goes to baoshan's apartment but no one was there . .. Why's she left without any word? Wei ying don't know..

He's to tierd about his current situation...

2 months passed

In this two months Wei ying suffered alot..

In his college he meet a new guy name yang became his friend.. At first Wei ying thinks he's a good guy , wei ying also told him about lan zhan ..after hearing about lan wangji.. He asked Wei ying, " Why don't you move on.. He's not coming back again.. Who those are left someone behind they didn't came back.. "

Wei ying looked at him strongly, " He left me.. He stopped loving me but i don't leave him.. I didn't stop from loving him .. " Xue yang didn't tell anything cause he's so furious about the sudden change of Wei Ying's mood..

Wei ying started avoiding him..
One day in college xue yang approached him and ask him, " Wei wuxian why are you avoiding me so suddenly? "

Wei ying already exhausted by lan zhan's thoughts and he's angry with himself that he didn't sleep at night and only thinks about the boy who didn't love, for him ( lan zhan ) he's only a time pass..

Wei ying, " Nothing.. If you haven't any important to say! than leave my way I have some works.. "

Xue yang smirked, " I have something to tell you!. "
Wei ying, " What ? "

Xue yang grabbed his hand and looked at him intensely.. Wei ying dumbly looked at him..

He ( xue yang) pulled him closer and said in lower voice, " I really like you.. Just be mine for one day.. "

Wei ying looked at him suddenly many thoughts came to his mind.. He suddenly thinks, ' what happened if I agreed with him.. Lan zhan also leaves happily with someone else.. Why shouldn't I.. I think he helped me to forgot him.. ' suddenly he slapped back himself and felt disgust with his own self .. He pulled his hand and glared at him (xue yang) then stormed off...

In these two months lan zhan understand that he didn't live without him.. His heart ached every single day every single moment without him.. He wants to go back to his love.. He wants to apologize.. He wants to hold him and this time until his death.. But he also scared if wei ying refuse him.. What if he didn't want to get back..
If he tell some harsh words.. But he deserves rejection what he did with him after that; but he sured about one thing wei ying doesn't let anyone enter in his heart except him.. He also known wei ying love him.. He except that truth that they're real soulmate and they shared a past life together..
He didn't tried to prove it fake anymore...

For some day he thinks how to talk with him if he blocked him ! He finally collected himself and decided to start conversations...
He grabbed his phone and take a deep breath.. His heart started beating fast..

*thumb *thumb *thumb...

But he dropped the idea.. He couldn't msg him.. He's sceard alot.. After thinking for some time.. He decied to make a public post..

"I'm sorry... ;

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😁 again ends this chapter again in a middle.. I hope you don't kill me.. You should know what he actually posted in public post in next chapter.... Yo 🤟