My Accidental Love 💖

A CONFESSION...

Avni pov

Present time October 2022

"Where are you?"
"Just changed the metro. It will take me around 30 minutes to reach you."
"Jay ur always late. Atharva is getting irritated and he has been calling me endless "
" ok fine fine i am reaching and don't worry sonu i am coming ".
Those last words made my heart pound faster. Ever since jay and I came closer he started calling me Sonu.I don't know the reason but I never stopped him. What was the reason that we came close is still a question but maybe many loose strings were there. First his breakup with eshita. Secondly our bond with ridhi was the reason we started interacting and broken bond with ridhi became the reason we came close . Thirdly his habit of annoying me and getting satisfied when he sees me irritated. Lastly was because maybe he was my first love. Was ? Do i still love him? This question always races in my mind.

And this question fumed up ever since my fantasy dream about him.
( In prologue)

My thoughts remind me of the day I confessed how i felt about him. Confessed my real feelings for him. A confession that opened my heart and it's hidden screts and wound. A confession that i love him.

Back July 2021
It all Started with a stupid truth dare game of the crazy house in the same routine meeting. But the main centre of attraction was missing. Jay .
"Ok aditi ! its ur turn" ridhi voice covered the silence. " Truth or dare?"

"Truth" with a pissed off voice.
"Ohh ok ok!! what should we ask you ?" Someone said

"How can I guess that?"

"Wait!! wait!! ik ik" ridhi excitement was at its peak. It was silence before the storm.

"Avni who is the guy u like in our group?"

Fuck it i didn't expect this question. What should I do? should I take a name that was on my heart? Name that make my mind crazy? the person who controls my breath and my heartbeat.
The person whose eyes are the one i wish to fall for. He is ...

"Jay" my unconscious mind let me speak loudly.

"What?"
"What is that real!!?"
"I knew it. How long?"

All these questions popped around the meeting.
"Are you serious?" riddhi popped out her questions

"Means?? U just asked to say the truth not the explanation and that's the answer to ur question. Now Please just move on to the next person."

"We won't until u will not tell the truth." A strange voice came from nowhere. My eyes find the source of voice. It was jay..

Fuck!! fuck!! what the hell is he doing here. Jayesh Shukla you weren't supposed to be here . When did he come? Did he hear what i confessed?

"Answer avni you have a crush on me ?"

Fuck it, he heard that. His question made me panic and without thinking i left the meeting.

"Fuck!! no way!! he shouldn't have listened to that confession. What will he think of me ? will he break our friendship?
I need him what should I do now ?"

Cursing myself inside my mind for my stupidity, a sound distracted me. It was call from jay

" no!no! i can't pick that no way. why is he calling me??"
I won't pick.
5 missed call
10 WhatsApp messages
I didn't receive the call. Then there was the 6th call but this time it was not jay. I was shocked and worried at the same time when the name popped on the screen. I stumbled a bit.
"No no no why him."
It was someone i in my nightmares don't want me to call. someone who made my day and night haunted. Whose name just shook my soul.

I panicked and felt a chest ache. This time jay called for the 6th time and i picked the call

"Avni are you crazy why weren't you picking up my call?"

"Jay ...jay " ( sobbing hard)

"What's the matter? Why are you crying ? relax sonu relax. Breath breath. Tell me what happened?"

"He.. he..he called. That bastard called me. Siddharth is calling me " wiping my tears "and yess i like you a-lot please i need u don't go" my unconscious panicked mind just confessed it.

"Ok ok fine we will figure it out. But first calm down sonu. Nothing happened he just called na, don't pick up. Listen...."

And as always his voice what i always needed. My confession, was maybe the reason we had connected more.

But at present

We our with different people with different life with different love life. But still when he arrived at the station and I waited for him at parking it was another feeling.
After 1 year of confession when our eyes met each other it hit differently.
There were tears but yet a feeling of relief and realisation that we are not together but are closely connected.
Connected with heart and with our illegal feelings and soul.

And this gave us energy to continue....