Torn Apart

The Past and the Present

Pov (Ella)
"Ella honey where are you?" Mum calls "Ella" she frantic now "Ella" she says again I'm trying to stay a float but I can't the waters pulling me under I try to shout but it doesn't work I just inhail more water "ELLA" Mum screams before I feel something hit the water I close my eyes too scared to open them I feel my mum warm hands around me as she carry me out of the lake I open my eyes My mum sobbing, Why am I so still. "Babe its okay I'm here" I hear a familiar voice "It's okay its just a nightmare" the same voice replys "Babe open your eyes" I listen I open my eyes to see Sam gentle eyes looking at me "Are you okay babe?" He asks looking concerned "Just a bad dream that's all I was taken back to that day and the lake only this time I died" I say looking into his eyes "Your safe babe I promise I'm here" Sam says pulling me closer to him "I love you" I say he smiles "I love you to" He says back giving me a kiss on my cheek. "I'm scared to close my eyes sam" I say looking into his eyes "Well how about we take your mind off it" he say kissing memore as it gets passionate "erm we have 4 kids that enough" I say making him laugh as he grabs a condom from the side draw "better babe" he says "Yeah better" I say back. After we had some alone time I fell back asleep but was woken up again shortly after just having the same nightmare only this time my mum didn't get to me in time and I sunk to the bottom of the lake my head spinning, I got up and took some paracetamol to help with the headache all I wanted to do was sleep but I didn't want to have another nightmare and I didn't want to leave Sam with all our kids so I got up and I smiled at Alex and Abigail there little faces staring back at me I smiles but when I looked again Alex face had changed to the older version of him I took a step back unsure of what was happening "You okay Babe?" Sam asked walking into the room "Yeah I though I saw a spider that's all" I say Sam smile sgrabbing Alex and taking him downstairs I grab Abigail and head downstairs with her, there both 6 months now and there little lively things my heart melts everytime I see them, I give them some baby food before handing them some milk, My two oldest eating there Pancakes while Sam was cooking us bacon and eggs. Once he made them he handed them me "here you go babe" he said before giving me a kiss and Joining Me at the table the kids went upstairs to get ready for school "I'll drop them off today babe" Sam says smiling at me "Thank you" I say smiling at him. "I love you" he says once he ate his breakfast he got Layla and Millie and took them to school meanwhile I washed up the dishes and got the babies changed and ready for the day. Once Sam got back he went to the study room to do some editing on his last video with Colby. I watched some TV with the kids before making lunch and taking Sam a sandwiche I knocked on the door "Come in babe" he said instantly looking up from the computer screen "I've brought you a sandwiche" he smiled "Thank you babe" he says giving me a kiss and then it's was 2.30pm "I'll go pick the kids up" Sam says as he walks out the door. I put the twins down for a quick nap and by the time I had woke them up Sam was home with Layla and Millie "How was school you two?" I asked Millie answered first "It was great I did lots of maths and guess what we had a new kid join our class and she my friend" "Aww that's great honey" I say smiling at her "School was good same old stuff but I did do computering today and sir was very impressed with my editing skills" Layla says which makes me smile "Dad you tell him you get them from your dad?" Sam asks excited "No I told him you taught me lol" she says which makes sam smile. "I'll cook tea tonight" Sam says which makes me smile thanks babe we sat down and ate at 5pm and as soon as I finished same smiled at me "Do you want to go to bed babe you haven't been well all day" he say smiling at me "Yeah I think I will" I say "Goodnight mum" Layla says "Goodnight mummy" Millie says "Goodnight babe" Sam says giving me a kiss on my head. I go to bed and fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.