Hated love

22: Is It Done?

Selina Smith

I climbed into the shower, the warm water splashes on my body, it's already January, yeah, I know, how time flies. The best thing about Chase and I is that we both aren't big on holidays, plus his mum and my dad wasn't here, so it felt unnatural.

I close my shower door and let my skin get used to the warm water. I hear a few noises come from my room, I don't see what it is, I just close my eyes and enjoy the warm water, spraying me clean. My shower door opens and I get startled, I don't open my eyes, but I move back, "fuck" I murmur.

I feel to huge hands pull me close, and I hit into a chest, "hi" I hear, Chase's voice, his thumbs rubs my eyes so I could open them. I look up, my gaze was blurry, from the water,  I could barely see his face. "What- why- huh-" I couldn't form a sentence properly and my lack of fucking English suddenly makes Chase laugh. "I wanted to speak to you" he says, smirking.

"There is a time and a place to have a conversation, and this is not the time nor the place" I explain to him. "Whatever" he murmurs, "I didn't wanna pretend it never happened, I mean I did, but then after seeing you upset by it, I change my mind" he tells me, moving closer, my eyes open wider in happiness. He leans down for a kiss and I grant him that.

He looks at me, I rub his cheek and he holds my hand against his cheek. "You look really tired" I say to him, "mmm, it doesn't matter" he tells me, pins me against a wall so he could eat out my neck. I place my hands on his chest and moan out as he kisses my neck.

He groans against my neck, making me giggle in the process. "What?" He asks looking at me, smiling, wow, this is the first time I'd ever seen his accomplish a full smile. "You are just so beautiful" I say, smiling.

"You're lying to me" he says, "no, no, no, I'm not" I say, running out of the shower, "Chase!" I scream out as he picks me up.

"Let me go" I laugh as he places me on my mattress, he leans down to kiss me, deeply, our lips crushed together, I couldn't breathe, but that's exactly how I wanted it. We finally stop and he looks up at me, deeply staring at me, the sun shone on his face, making his brown eyes lighter than usual, he smirks slightly whilst gazing into my eyes, he doesn't stop, his eyes fixed on mine.

"Does this mean..." I say trailing my fingers down his bicep. He suddenly stops smiling, and bits down hard on his bottom lip, "I-" "Chase our guest is here!" I hear a voice, Petunia, cuts Chase off, from the bottom of the stairs.

He climbs off me, slowly and pulls on his clothes. "Are you coming?" He asks me, smiling. I get up and walk towards the bathroom, "you didn't let me finish my shower" I say in huff and head back into heaven. I hear my room door open and close. What the fuck was he gonna say? Was the only thought that circled my head for the rest of my shower.

I finish my shower and I couldn't find a towel, "oh my god" I mutter, I don't hear any noises in the house but just to make sure, I opened the door, "Chase" I loudly whispered, "where are you?" "Ahh, fuck me"

I hear no reply, so my naked ass quickly scooted into Chase's room, I lock the door, and turn to see a familiar face. I let out a half-smile at his wide-eyed stare. He continues to look me up and down, his mouth opened and closed, he was a loss for words. He's sprawled on his bed, his head resting on the headboard, his phone clutched loosely in his hand.

"I didn't have a towel" I say to him, sticking my hands up.

"So- what?" He replies, chuckling.

"I was gonna borrow one of yours" I tell him, heading towards his towel rack in his bathroom. "Anyway, I thought you were gonna be with our new guest" I tell him.

"So that makes you think it's ok to run around fucking naked?" I asks me, "no, no, this was a needed circumstance" I tell him. If there is one thing I learned about Chase was that he was an addict when it came to swearing. He enjoyed it, but I didn't mind.

"Anyway you know the only person I'd wanna spend time with is you" he says, plucking his bed-sheets.

I finished wrapping the towel around my body, but I had a feeling it was about to come off. "What- what we're you gonna tell me?" I ask, holding my towel tightly to my body.

He looks at me and sucks air into his teeth. "Um- we- we can't do this, Smith" he says, looking at me, my heart slowly split in two. "I'm not good for you, fuck, uh- Nick told you what I'd been through, I don't want that to have any effect on you, and I feel like it already has" he says, holding his hands out.

"Ok" I say as casually as I possibly could, I bit the inside of my cheeks to stop my voice from breaking.

I leave the room in a rush, and head to my room, I slam the door shut and bury my head between my knees, tears flood my eyes, this was the first time I'd ever cried in a relationship way. I hear a quiet knock on my door and hear the words, "Selina, baby, I'm sorry" wow, that was the first time he'd ever said my name.

I couldn't resist the urge, so I opened the door, I see his beautiful face, his sexy smirk. "Can I come in?" He asks, tilting his head, making him look so cute. I open the door wider, without saying a word. He closes it and locks it behind us. He walks up to me, pulling me closer to him by my waist, he crushes his lips against mine, I hold his cheeks and pull him into me.

I feel his hand, slowly unraveling my towel, I didn't care, I was too lost in him to think of anything else, my tongue enters his mouth, meeting his. I let out a slight moan without having to part our lips, I wanted more, so much more, I loved it. There was still too much damn space between us.

My towel falls to the floor, he pulls me I closer, placing his hand from my waist to my hips, then to my thigh, our lips still attached, he starts to caress my thigh, making me moan.

He pulls back, rubbing his red nose. "I changed my mind" he says, slightly laughing. "How many more times, till I can call you mine?" I ask, my hands brushing through his soft brown strands. "This is the last time, I swear" he tells me, before going in for another kiss. "I like you so fucking much..." he moans in my mouth, before pulling back for the last time.

"I need to get dressed" I tell him, turning to my drawers. "I'll leave you to it, baby" I hear him say before he disappears from my room. As I pull out my clothes, I think to myself, he used the word like, not love, why?

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Aww, they're a thing now, I think?

But Chase needs to make up his mind about this thing, yes or no?

But almost shower sex, oof, these guys aren't rated PG, mmm