Chase Creed
I hadn't been discharged yet, due to my fucking stupid injury and Smith hasn't come to visit me since the first time when I woke up. She's probably in as much pain as I am, except the bullet pain.
My shoulder was fucked up, and it hurt so bad but I tried my best not to show anyone it. I haven't seen my mum in what feels like years. I was alone, but not surprised or disappointed by it. Smith, to what I heard, was discharged 3 days ago, but she hadn't told me a thing.
"What you thinking about?" I hear a voice at my door, my gaze instantly turns towards the door, hoping it was Smith. Nope.
"Fuck off, before I decapitate you" I say to Leah.
"Woah, remember who helped you" she tells me, I frown at her stupid statement, "yeah the same fucking person who put me here" I snap back. "I didn't put you here" she tells me, holding out her hand. "Really?" I say sarcastically, before I throw my head back.
"If you had told me where the fuck Selina was in the first place, we wouldn't be here" I snap her, before she had the chance to say fuck else.
"I- I didn't think Nick would take it this far" she whispers before moving farther into my room. My eyes were closed but I could hear her footsteps. "I'm sorry I helped him, I regret it now" she tells me, her voice cracked. Fuck, was she actually crying?
"Why?" Was the one thing I was bothered asking. "Um" she didn't know what to answer before I loudly ask, "why the fuck did you help him?!". She jumps in her seat as my voice hits off the walls making the room boom.
"You- I" she clears her throat before confidently speaking, "when we fucked at camp, you'd told people that I had STDs" I hear her say, I snigger a little before I could feel her cold gaze fix on me.
Fuck, now I remember this girl, damn, well she was bad at sex and people used to say shit about her, so I thought of a better thing people could talk about.
"Damn, that's peak" I say, turning my head, opening my eyes to face her.
"If you expect me to apologize, I'm not gonna, you helped a guy rape and drug my girlfriend, and this said guy, shot me" I say to her, before she looks up at we lock eyes. She nods in acceptance. "That's fine, i didn't expect shit from you anyway" she says before rushing out.
Like I said before, I don't do apologies, I'm not the type no I didn't care if I hurt her feelings, she hurt mine by helping Nick drug my girlfriend. I continued to wait for Smith to come and visit.
"You've got 5 minutes" the nurse warns me, I'm on painkillers and something else and I've got a certain time before I knock out for hours on end.
I continued to wait eagerly, maybe she'll come, I could feel my eyes getting tired, they were flopping slowly, soon to be closing, I tried my best to keep them open. Nope. I was gone.
Selina:
It had been 3 days since I'd been discharged and I was currently staying at Chase's place, but it felt so empty without him, well it was empty, Leah had gone home after the events that had taken place.
I was in his bed, taking in his scent, it was crazy how he always used to smell nice. Even when we first met and he had pinned me against the wall, I got a whiff of his beautiful cologne. I shoved my head deep into his pillow, thinking about everything.
My parents hadn't been back, but I highly doubt they heard about what had happened. Chase was in hospital, currently and it was all my fault, that's why I hadn't gone to see him.
I'm afraid I've become a burden to him. The fact that if I ever went to see him, he'll turn me away the first chance he gets. The bitch, the cunt, who put him in hospital. The amount of regret I feel is crazy, but I've got a pit of guilt in my stomach, and nothing can change it.
Even though he'd told me it's not my fault, I can't believe him. It scares me so much how he was on painkillers, he wasn't in the right frame of mind, so what makes him think I'd believe someone who's high.
I'd fallen asleep thinking about Chase, about how I think he would break my face for either, not visiting or for getting him put in hospital.
"You're such a fucking bitch!" Smack! I fall to my knees and hold my red cheek from Chase's smack, his big hand made it worse. "You're such a fucking spiteful cow!" He growls at me, gripping my hair tightly in his fists, pulling my head up so I was forced to look at him.
"You did this to me! You put me in hospital!" He tightens his grip on my hair, as I cry out in pain, "ahhh, Chase, please, stop, I'm so sorry". He throws me on the floor and kicks my ribs in, I think he broke them. "I didn't mean..." I squeak out, he drags me by my hair into the kitchen.
I cry out in pain all the way till he throws me on to the floor. He walks over to a drawer and pulls the sharpest knife out. He plays with it in between his fingers before lowering himself, our faces in line.
"Do you wanna know how much fucking pain I'm in?" He beckons, frowning. I whimper quietly, before he smirks, "lemme show you".
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I scream, throwing myself up from my pillow, I was drenched in sweat, I run a hand through my hair, it was sticky as fuck. Suddenly someone comes running into the room. "Selina!" He cries out as he bursts open the door.
Chase was here. He was discharged, he was... I've got no words.
He runs up to me and places himself on the edge of the bed. "Are you ok?" He asks trying to go for a hug, I push him away gently. "Selina.." he whispers, "it's me" I look at him like he's a ghost, I was petrified.
He tries to go in for another hug, till I push him back with all my force, "no, Chase, fuck, no!" I shout at him. He stands up and holds out his hands. "Sel- no, fuck off Chase, stay the fuck away from me!" I shout at him.
He looks hurt, like I just broke his heart. "Ok" was the last thing he whispers before leaving the room in complete silence. I climb out of his bed and look into the mirror, my hair was greasy and sticky, I had a shower yesterday, but I didn't mind getting in again.
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Fuck, imagine having a nightmare about the guy you fucked and he's trying to help you, awkward 😬
Selina can't push him away, Selina, girl, don't!
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