Beyoncé's POV
"I know you don't really love him stop leading him on." Nicki said over the phone.
I was still laying in the hospital waiting to go in labor.
" Nicki how could you say that?"
"The way you looked at Steph, is nothing compared to the way you look at Shawn."
I sighed kinda agreeing.
I'd never love anyone the way I loved Shawn. But I have to get over him and Steph, he treats me like a princess. And I've gotten in too deep to leave him high and dry. Riley would just be crushed if I disappeared. She would absolutely die if I just left her like the way her mother did. But even though Ayesha died it wasn't her fault but Riley will never understand. She's too young and fragile.
" But don't get me wrong I do love Steph, just not as much as I should."
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Nicki was coming by with Jay and his lawyer and a judge because I couldn't go to the courthouse.
So Shawn and Nicki paid the judge to come to my hospital room.
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"So I feel that it's only right that Stephen and myself have custody of my three unborn children."
"That makes sense Ms. Knowles. Thank you. Mr. Carter you are up."
"Well I never had a father-"
Here Shawn goes with his bullshit about not having a father.
"So, I want an opportunity to be a good father. And that would be 4 children for Mr. Curry to take care of."
"Which I can take care of, I have a job in the NBA and Beyoncé is currently a business women making more than enough money, for Riley and the babies. " Steph flashed a smile toward the judge.
"But isn't your team in California?" The judge asked and I looked at Steph his eyes wide.
"Yes. Yes it is. But I could stay in New York until the season starts again."
Thank god he saved himself.
"Well it looks like The Curry/Knowles have it all figured out. Mr. Carter how would you single handedly raise triplets."
" I have a trained staff living at my-"
"My babies will not be raised by staff. If you aren't gonna be the actual father then this meeting should be over." I rolled my eyes at Shawn's stupidity.
" You can see them every other weekend Mr. Carter. After they turn 1, until then Stephen Curry and Beyoncé Knowles have full custody. Thank you and have a blessed day." The judge said leaving the hospital room.
"Well Beyoncé you got-"
I interrupted him with a scream. Full of pain.
I groaned and put my hands on my stomach.
"The baby is coming!" Nicki shouted.
"DOCTOR!" Steph shouted as loud as he could.
I was in pain. I felt a large kick. And my lower region started to feel a little wet.
I was still wearing this damn hospital gown.
"FUCK" I screamed as the pain only grew.
Nicki held my hand and I squeezed it oh so hard.
"You're mom is on her way." Nicki said and i got confused because she live in Houston.
I was going into full blown labor.
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After more than enough hours of fucking pain they finally gave me the damn epidural.
This is what my mom meant when she said having a baby is the most painful thing you could ever go through.
I really thought I just push and then it would pop out. But this nigga wanna stay up there.
I'm gonna need to fix my language for these kids.
"Bey, it's time." Shawn said.
I was still mad at him but I didn't have time to yell at him so I just nodded.
"Where's my baby?" I heard my mothers soothing voice.
"Mama!" I screamed.
"Beyoncé baby, I haven't seen you in forever." She kissed my cheek.
"Not the time ma, not the time." I said looking down as the doctor came in.
Nicki and my mom switched places and my other hand held the rail of the hospital bed.
"Push."
