Beyoncé's POV
" And we danced for hours momma." I smiled over the phone as I talked to my mom.
"Beyoncé that's great, but what about Shawn?" She was yet another person to bring up him. How could I forget him if everyone else just talks about him.
"What about him?" I rolled my eyes.
"Don't give me that attitude Beyoncé." She scolded me.
"Ok but momma you know I'm tryna get over him and you just bring up his name. You can't be doing that." I said into the phone.
I walked into the kitchen pulled out six bread slices from the pantry then walked over to the fridge and took out the lettuce, tomatoes, bacon, turkey, and mayo.
"Well baby, I know that you say you love Stephen and I know how sexy, but I want you to follow your heart. And be happy." She explained to me.
I took the first two slices then made Riley a sandwich, which she was very specific and picky about.
This girl wanted everything in a certain order in a certain way and she would cry if it wasn't the way she liked.
Steph didn't wanna discipline his little sweet angel. And I know that Riley knows what happens when she pushes my buttons. So she don't do that attitude shit with me. She knows.
" Momma I'm doing what's best for my babies right now, and Me being with Shawn isn't going to be the best environment for them. Steph is here for them. He's the father they need. I'm doing this for them. They come first."
We said our goodbyes then I went back to doing my sandwich making.
"Okay, three slices of bacon, then the lettuce, then mayo, then finally a slice of tomato!" I said my actions out loud. Then exhaled and called Riley for her sandwich.
She bit into it and I watched her intently she seemed to savor it and when she smiled then take another bite I knew I had done well.
I made me and Steph a basic BLT then cleaned the kitchen up.
I was looking around the house for Steph when Riley told me he was in the babies room.
I walked up the many stairs and into the babies room.
Steph had a nursery built just for them it was beautiful.
"No I do not like green eggs and ham!" I heard Steph read from the book in a high pitch voice.
I chuckled a bit and watched him read the rest of the story.
The boys had both fell asleep but Sasha my baby was wide awake and was crying so hard as Steph made his way to the door.
But he turned around and picked up Sasha she immediately stopped crying as Steph started to swing her around.
Would Shawn do the same?
Bey, you need to stop. Shawn doesn't love you. Get over him. Stop.
I thought to myself.
"She's a little diva ain't she?" I chuckled at Steph.
"Yeah like you." Steph teased me.
"I'm a diva. And I know it." I smiled taking Sasha from him.
"And you got a big ego." He added
"I know such a huge ego." I rolled my eyes at him.
Sasha moved in my hands and I looked at her little face. So sweet and innocent in this big bad world. She was oblivious.
"We are going to go out." I said referring to me and Sasha.
"May I ask where?"
"No you may not. Just me and my baby right now." I told Steph before putting Sasha into a jean jacket with a white tee underneath with some jeans and I wore a white loose tank my black bra visible. With some ripped jeans and black combat boots.
I put basic makeup with a dark red lipstick and a lot of gold jewelry.
"Let's go baby." I said to her smiling.
And she gave me a cute smile back.
