Trying To Survive as the Main Antagonist by: BK1235

Chapter eleven:

After a while...
Noril was doing paperwork he sighed as he held his eyes.
"I'm so tired," he thought.
"Mikail, I need sleep, I wish you were in here too," Noril said.
"Duke with all respect, you're the one who procrastinated to the last minute," Renold said.

"Renold. it's all Kastil's fault," Noril said.

"What did he do Noril?"

"He let that bastard in here knowing what he would try to do," Noril said as he angrily broke his pen.

"Ah, Duke, there's ink all over your hand," Renold shouted before grabbing a towel.

He wiped the exploded ink from his hand and Renold look at Noril who looked in deep thought. His face seemed to sparkle in his eyes.

"I can see what Duke Romenza see's in Noril, Noril is really handsome, and he's kind of cute when he's angry, but he is beautiful, he has long eyelashes, and his face is really attractive," Renold thought while blushing.

Noril looked up and Renold blushed a bit after realizing he was still holding his hand. He quickly pulled away and coughed.

"Sorry, Noril."

Noril sighed.

"Are you alright your face is a bit red, Renold?"

"N-nothing don't worry about it, Duke," Renold said with a smile.

"I should stop. I'm smaller than the duke, and he's way stronger than me, to think that someone wants to top him is crazy, but I was just thinking," Renold thought with a deep blush.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. Mikail walked in and saw the mountains of paperwork.
"Geez, Dad."
"Mikail?"
Mikail sighed.
"He's been worried about me more than his work. Honestly, ever since I met him, I've seen the differences between being a character and actually reading the story. He's sweet and has a protective personality. He was the only one who defended Mikail from prosecution during the first death of his son Wilhelm in the book, but once Mikail told him he killed Ray, then Noril killed him," he thought while looking at him.
"Dad, you aren't allowed to come see until your paperwork is finished," Mikail said while crossing his arms.
"Mikail, please don't be like that. I promise I'll finish, please, I promise," he cried out before getting up.
Mikail looked at and Noril's hair had fallen in front of his face. His eyes widened.
"That's right, Dad is almost forty years old. He looks so young. His hair makes him look like he's ten years younger," he thought.

"Hmmm," Mikail said.

"What's wrong?"

Mikail held his hand out and cast stamina restoring magic onto Noril. Noril felt instantly better.

"Mikail, you're such a sweetheart," he said with a smile.

"Yeah he looks way younger when his hair is in front of his face," he thought.

Noril raised his fist.

"Time to finish this work," he said as he looked determined.

After a long Mikail laid in his bed...
He looked at the ceiling as he stared at his arms.
"So much pain," he thought.
Then he thought about his kendo lessons from the other world.
"When I was in highschool I didn't want to go home, I would try every after school sport I could. Kendo and Tae kwon doe. This little body isn't capable of what my old one can do. Hah, I was so ripped in the other world, now I have to build up muscle in this tiny body. But Mikail was known only for his magic power in the story, he wasn't known for physical strength," he thought with a sigh before falling asleep.
In his dream he saw a goddess with white hair and bright gold eyes. She wore all white with open toes sandles. She had white wings and a golden hair excessory on her head.
"Hello, Mikail, or should I say Ayase Rentaro."
"You're, who," Mikail asked while turning his head.
"Ah of course you wouldn't remember, you were so traumatized by becoming Mikail. Well anyway I am one of the goddesses of this world. I can travel between worlds and find pour souls forsaken too early. My name is Maria, the goddesses of worlds. Also, it seems like a human from that world wrote a story very similar to the events of this world. "
"Ah, I remembered I died but why was I reborned in Mikail's body."
"Your soul seemed pretty compatible with Mikail's body, which is why, I transferred you over before your soul was taken by the death god of your world, to ours."
"Really?"
"Yeah! This world is full of magic, fantasy and more. Your soul was abused in that world, as you get used to the small body of Mikail, your maturity may change to what it's supposed to be in this world. Mikail is five, you seem to be showing more emotion since possessing Mikail's body. "
"That's true, I've been expressing more than I thought I would."
"Also, Mikail body has been traumatized by abuse of larger beings. Try to avoid a situation where you can't defend yourself. With Mikail's body, and your soul you have the ability to become the strongest in that world, the hero Aslan is supposed to defeat the demon lord, or the god of calamity known as Calamore. Also, you have the power to change the future of the Gruz family."

"Change the future?"
"Yeah, you see, Mikail originally was my son, but he went down the wrong path because of the events he experiences," she said while looking sad as she flew towards him.
She grabbed his face.
"Ah, this is the first time I've seen a senerio like this. You're completely compatible, please I'm begging you, my son, continue to be loved," she said with a smile as she cried.
"Eh, you're my mother," he shouted.
"Yeah, you see I fell in love with Kalian while down on that world. After my human body died, I was sent back to the heavenly plane. I couldn't protect him, or you, I'm so sorry," she said.
"Are you saying that to me, or Mikail," he said with a sad look.
"To you, Rentaro," she said.
"Huh?"
"I couldn't protect you from the abuse of both worlds, I'm so sorry, my Mikail."
"Wait?"
"Your soul is from this world, and why do you think your soul is so compatible with my darling Mikail?"
"Am I actually Mikail?"
"Bingo," she said with a smile.
Mikail's red eyes filled with tears.
"That means they are truly my family."
"Yeah, my darling boy, I finally found your soul once again. I'm so sorry, Mikail."
"You're my mother," he asked with a smile.
"Yes, I am your mother," she said as she hugged him.
Meanwhile in the outside world...
Ray opened the door to Mikail's room and smiled after he noticed him sleeping.
"He had a busy day today, no wonder he's exhausted."
"Mother," he heard him mumbled as tears fell from Mikail's eyes.
Suddenly there was a golden aura around Mikail. This surprised Ray as began to run to him.
"Hey Mikail," he shouted.
His shouts were heard as guards burst through the door to witness the golden mana around Mikail. Mikail was floating out of the bed and absorbing Mana around him. He was still asleep.
"Mikail, wake up, please," Ray shouted.
He was still asleep. Ray turned to a guard in the room.
"Go get dad, hurry ," he shouted.
"Right," they shouted.
They hurried out the room.
meanwhile...
Mikail felt a surge of holy magic through his body as he looked at his mother. Mikail cried again.
"So, will I see you again?"
"Yeah, if you visit a church, I can visit you in a incorporeal form. But inside your dream I can hug you. Be careful of the evil demon gods okay, when they enter your dream they can kill you, but the can't touch you in the mortal realm, okay," she warned.
Mikail nodded.
"Alright, it's time to send you back, your new dad is worried about you, currently your mana capacity is being expanded due to my blessing of magic proficiency."
"A blessing?"
"Yeah, you're also blessed with the same powers of the saintess. Please save that world, and live happily, okay, Mikail. Find someone you love, either boy or girl, no matter, and love them with all your heart okay?"
"Okay, mom."
She snapped her fingers and Mikail opened his eyes to see that Noril was hugged him.
"Mikail, wake up please," he shouted.
"Dad," Mikail said as his mana calm down.
"Ah, you're awake, are you alright," He asked.
Mikail cried.
"I saw my mother."
"Eh?"
"He's crying, he's been showing his emotions around us a lot more," Noril thought.
"My mother, she was in my dream, Dad, I have something to tell you."
"Hold on, you can wait until the morning. Are you alright," Noril asked as looked at Mikail's face.
Mikail's face was pale and it had tears raining down still. He wiped the tears and picked him up.
"You're sleeping in my room tonight, I have to do work, so I'm pulling an all nighter," Noril said.
"But dad."
"No buts, if something like this happens again, I'll be worried even more about you."
"That's why I'm trying to tell you."
"No, I'm worried about you, I know you have a large mana capacity, and you're more mature than a regular five year old child, but, you're still a kid. Rely on the adults around you that care about you," Noril said.
"I'm getting a lecture in the middle of the night, what the hell," Mikail thought.
Mikail smiled at Noril.
"Dad, I understand, but I'm a bit tired," Mikail said.