Chapter 38

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Nyx pov:

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Nyx pov:

I ordered breakfast, an unhealthy one. I got some buttery pancakes with some muffins to the side with bread and Nutella along with milk and orange juice. I wheeled them in slowly trying not to make my noise, I got a flower in the jar too accompanied by an envelope to the side.

I put everything in place then remembered the body lotion for his red skin with a note that said 'Sorry, let me treat you.' It wasn't sealed like the first one.

I saw him move but with my already guilty heart, I sprinted out of the room as if my life depended on it. To my relief, he did wake up which made me sigh. I locked the bathroom door before picking up my phone and dialing his number. A part of me wanted him to pick up yet another part of me wasn't ready for it.

I played with my fingers nervously. I felt like my heart might fall out of my chest. When he picked up and yelled my name. "Nyx!" I froze. He was furious, I didn't even have to look at him to know that, his voice said it all. "Nyx...where are you?"

"Read the red envelope." I whispered, I hope he can see how sorry I was for last night. I don't know what happened to me, in the envelope I ensured he read it. I Nyx the Prince of Balemont am deeply ashamed of what I passed you through last night.' even thinking about it drove me crazy.

When I woke up to his bruised skin I was horrified of myself. "Baby....where are you? I read the note just-" he sighed. "Where are you?" His voice was frantic now. He is still calling me baby after last night, I felt a hint of hope even in my distress.

Who treats their partner the way I did last night?

"In the bathroom." I whispered while getting back to my feet. I cracked the door open for a bit to see Liam looking at me. "I...I'm sorry if I crossed any...I crossed so many lines." I glanced down while tapping my foot nervously. I went too far. I don't even know how he will look at me from now on.

Liking pain and what I did are two different things, the more I think about it the more I can't look at myself.

"Come here." Liam's voice was hard and angry.

"You have every right to be-"

"Nyx please don't make me get up." Can he even get up? He must be in so much pain. I hung up the phone and slowly walked back to the bed.

I kept my distance grimacing at the sight of his red body yet a part of me couldn't help but feel turned on. I'm sick, I'm a sick person. I looked at my feet. "I caused extreme pain last night, I understand why you're angry but please don't break up with me." That thought made me run to him taking his hand. "I will gain more control to this sudden sickness-"

He reached for me and winced while doing so but managed to grab me and pull me into a hug nevertheless. "Holy fuck." He sighed, visibly relaxing. "I thought you left." He pulled back and as if finally grasping my words he frowned. "How could I break up with you? You're everything I've ever wanted. Yeah, you turn into a completely different person when you're horny but I find that hot."

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