Starting Over with Eddie Munson

Back at Eddies (Smut)

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Friday night I grabbed my bag and pulled out my keys to leave the dealership. I told dad I was going to Eddie's. Dad asked if we were talking, because I had made it pretty clear that I was upset. I told dad kinda, Eddie had tried to talk to me a couple times, he tried to apologize for what he said, and I know that I pushed him when he asked for space, so I guess he's not the only one to blame... I kinda told him I would come over tonight.

Eddie wasn't home yet, but he had given me a key a while ago and would see my car when he pulled up. I was so tired after work...I remember being this tired last time...I threw on his Iron Maiden shirt that I got him for Christmas and some boxers and crawled into his bed. I miss him so much. It had been just over a week since our fight. I buried my face in his pillow, taking in his smell, and started to cry. This all felt so stupid, I wish I could take everything back, but I guess the only way we have to go from here is forward. I dried my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

It was 9:45 when Eddie came home. I woke up to him moving stuff around. I rolled over, facing the door and closed my eyes again. A few minutes later he came into the room, my eyes fluttered open. He squatted down beside the bed.

"Hi Annie." He said.

"Hi Eddie." I said.

"Are you gonna talk to me?" he asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"what'd you eat today?"

"Mom made me peanut butter toast this morning, I had yogurt and dry cereal at lunch and a bag of chips at work." I answered.

"Nothing since? Did you drink enough water today?"

"No but I've been sleeping. Yeah I drank enough water." I said looking into his soft brown eyes that I really do love so much.

"I'm gonna make you something. What do you want?" he asked.

"Mac and hot dogs?"

"Sure." He pushed off his knees to stand up.

"Wait..." I said "can you lay here with me for just a minute?"

"Sure."

I scooted over a little bit and he got in bed next to me. I held his hand... tears started to roll down my face.

"I'm so sorry Eddie. I'm sorry this happened. I'm sorry I yelled at you. I'm sorry I didn't give you space when you asked for it. I should have given you more time to process everything, I know it's a lot... I shouldn't have said what I said about being in the same boat as last year... because I'm not. I shouldn't have walked away when you tried to apologize... I shouldn't have shut you out. Eddie I love you so much. I don't want to lose you."

He pulled me into his chest and I just cried and cried.

"I'm sorry too. I'm sorry I said I didn't want this. I'm sorry I told you to get out. I'm sorry I yelled. I just needed time. I do want this. I do want you. It'll take me some time but I can figure it out. We can be a family. I may not have had a very good one but we can make our own.... I love you too Annie. I don't wanna lose you either. I'm here. I'm gonna be here, to take care of you" he stopped and put his hand on my tummy. "and our baby."

Fuck. That was the first time he called it our baby. Another tear rolled down my face but I smiled as I whipped it away.

"Our baby." I repeated "God we're gonna have a baby." I said in a mix of laughing and crying.

"Yeah, we are." He said kissing me on the Forehead. "K, ill be in the kitchen if you need me." He said as he left the room.

I got up after a little bit and walked up behind him in the kitchen, wrapping my arms around his waist.