[AUTHORS NOTE: hayyyy sorry for being gone so long i was busy sleeping or smth, next chapter WILL CONTAIN SMUT. it WILL BE GRAPHIC, AND PROBABLY CRINGE. but we must persevere. i hope all of u didnt miss me too much xP enjoy these next couple chapters!]
after judd slammed the door shut, i let out a slight groan/sigh and flopped backwards back onto his bed. Judd looked at me momentarily and scoffed before walking over to his nightstand. He opened his drawer and rummaged through it momentarily, I'll be honest, my ass did NOT pay attention to what he was looking for/ what he saw in there, i heard what seemed to be random small objects moving around along with wrappers and what sounded like empty cans. at one point he stopped moving things around and grabbed something, stuffing it into his pocket, and turning his head towards me. He furrowed his eyebrows slightly,
"are you gonna go shower at some point?" he said
"oh. um yeah i guess i should" i replied, awkwardly laughing
As i got up and walked to the door i felt his eyes burning into my skin. trailing up and down every inch of my skin that was available to his sight. it gave me goosebumps just thinking about what wouldve happened if nick hadnt knocked on his door. so many girls would kill to be in my place right now, and im completely missing an oppritunity.
"oh shit wait let me get my shit out of the bathroom" judd abruptly said, as he gently grabbed my waist as he walked past me.
fuck. just that tiny bit of contact was enough to make my heaart flutter. i followed him into the bathroom and looked at the counter where his "shit" was, i only really saw like a few pieces of trash, a can of body spray i think and.. an eyeliner pencil just open on the counter..? ok.. anyways... i scooted behind him in order to get towards the shower, at which point i stopped and stood outside the shower while he cleaned. every few seconds id see him look at me through the mirror in my peripherals. i kept telling myself my mind was just seeing what it wanted to , but it was hard to deny what i was seeing in real time. i anxiously messed with my nails as he finally finished getting everything out of my way.
"oh wait-" he started as he was about to leave the bathroom. he walked up to me, and once again gently placed his hand on my waist to get a little past me. he opened the shower curtain and began talking again "[pointing at collection of bottles] those are leahs, she doesnt care if you use her stuff, or my shit [gesturing to 3 other bottles] or if you have something else you're wanting to use then use that. dont fuckin die in the shower or some stupid shit" he states
"oh, okay, ill go see if leah has any like sample or travel size things that'd maybe be a bit more my style" i responded with a slight laugh.as i laughed, i swear i saw the corners of his mouth turn up ever so slightly as he scoffed and shook his head.
"you always picky with soap?" he asked
"oh yeah im so sorry that i want to smell like myself" i replied sarcastically, rolling my eyes and chuckling. judd rolls his eyes as he turns back around towards the door.
"yeah. ya gotta have that [jazz hands] 'SiGnAtUrE sCenT' that youre apparently so known for " he replied MORE sarcastically and walked back to his room, shaking his head.
i walked out soon after him, and past him to get to leahs room. as i got there i knocked, and leah opened the door with a smile
"heeeey! whats up?" she said
"Hiii i just wanted to see if you had any like. random bath and body works soaps or something so i dont use up what you use on like a regular basis n stuff." i said, returning a smile.
"oh well girl you dont have to worry about using up my stuff, but yeah theres a BUNCH of bath and body works soaps under the sink if you wanna find something thats a little more your speed" leah answered
i thanked her and walked back to the bathroom, shutting and door behind me and looking under the sink for soaps. Leah really wasnt joking, there were at least 20 different scents down there. her mom does seem like the type of person to enjoy buying those though. and luckily enough for me, she had the exact one i usually use. i figured id just wash my hair with judds shampoo and use the body wash on my body obviously. after turning on the water, i shut off the main light and left on the nightlight as i got in the shower so i could relax more, and the hot water began to soothe my aching body. i looked towards judds stuff, he had some sort of manly body wash, a 2 in 1 (shampoo and conditioner), and then a separate 'unscented' shampoo. it def had a smell but it wasnt strong and i didnt care. seemingly, judging by the amounts of things in each bottle, judd doesnt seem very fond of the 'unscented' one. i washed my hair and then my body fairly fast. i figured id just spend a few minutes sitting in the bottom of the shower just thinking.
i mean, i have a lot to reflect on, my life went from very uneventful to almost ONLY eventfulness in a very small space of time. i met this hot ass boy, made some cool ass friends, and now almost every day im hanging out with them AND the aforementioned hot ass boy, WHOS SHOWER IM LITERALLY USING RIGHT NOW.
this is utter insanity.
theres no other way to put it. just pure insanity.
at this point i dont know what to call it. i thought it was one sided and he didnt feel remotely similar to me. i feel like im dreaming. i stood up, grabbing one of his other bottles of soap to see what it smelled like. i wasnt expecting it to smell so much like him, i thought he basically covered the smell of soap with cologne and cigarettes. guess i was wrong. the smell was so soothing, i couldnt stop basically huffing it. though, without his cologne and cigarettes, the scent was a bit more timid and 'clean' smelling. the feelings i get when i think about him are almost indescribable, and somehow manage to get more intense with each thought. but nevermind that, my thought was broken when i heard a knock on the bathroom door.
"hey have you tried hurrying the fuck up?" judd remarks through the door.
"never! could you tell me more about this 'hurrying up' you speak of?" i sarcastically retorted. i heard him quietly chuckle on the other side of the door before clearing his throat and speaking again;
"fuck off, and hurry up. i have shit i need to do"
"if you cant manage to do it while im in the shower then i guess youll have to wait" i replied
there was a pause for a moment, then his footsteps receded. i smiled and shook my head, rinsing the soap off my body, until i hear his footsteps approaching. and upon reaching the door, and opening it. to say i had butterflies would be an understatement, i had very angry cicadas flying around in my stomach as he shut the door behind himself and stood in front of the mirror.
"wwwwwhatre you doing?" i asked
"the shit ive been needing to do? like you said?" he replied, densely.
"and what does that encompass?"
-"looking in the mirror, showering, brushing my teeth, probably shaving, and then leaving"
"its great you have a plan but i'm showering right now-"
-"your point?"
"whats YOURS ?" i said, before hearing the shower curtain start to open. i froze when i heard the soft metallic scraping, i was scared but id never miss this opportunity. so i held still.
"my point, is that more than one person can fit in a shower. and its more efficient like this anyways." he said, getting in behind me and resting his hands on my hips. my skin grew goosebumps under his touch, making me twice as aware of every movement. then, i felt him gently resting his head on my shoulder after moving my hair, taking his time to not hurt me, and began planting small, desperate kisses onto my neck and shoulder for a moment, pausing to rest his chin onto my shoulder again and speak in the calmest tone ive ever heard him use;
"you're so beautiful" he whispered, breathily.
in that moment i felt my heart everywhere in my body. i needed him. i cant deal with it anymore.
so, i wont.
A/N: alr guys next chapter is only smut, and i refused to proofread after i wrote it so ur jus gna have to ignore any spelling errors 🙏 anyways, as always i love you all and enjoy ! -emo bitch
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